attended PT's POP yesterday.

great and unforgettable experience.

he was super sauve yesterday!

man are super handsome when they are serious.. (:

pictures will be uploaded in FB soon.

was with his niece yesterday,

the little girl who is totally mesmerized with Michael Jackson.

she is super pretty, adorable and fun to be with.

man!

i miss her.

OH!

and i taught her my all time skills,

自拍ing!!

so proud of her, can 自拍 at the age of 4!!!!!

don't need to thank me PT! :D

then we went to Bukit Gombak Sports Hall for the rongq's match!

Bouna Vista CSC vrs Nanyang CSC

amazing. interesting. exicted and of course,

heartbreaking match. ):

3 cheers to Bouna Vista CSC,

you guys are great!!

jiayou. jiayou. jiayou.

now to the HU HA part,

I WAS CONNED 20BUCKS YESTERDAY!

DAMN!

i KNEW she is a con.

but i still gave her 20bucks.

i could have gave her 10bucks, or either 2bucks.

I JUST CAN'T MASTER THE SKILL OF REJECTING PPL!!

and rongq did not protect me!! ):

woman needed $$ to take cab from queensway to pasir ris

(furthest place already loh!) to bring her kids

then from there to toa payoh to meet her husband.

gave her 20bucks, but she asked for more.

told her tt rongq is a NS man (with GOLDEN and LONG HAIR)

and im a poly student with only allowance from parents.

she tapped my back and told me to rest assure cos she wont cheat a student's $$.

took down my name and number,

(i din even have the tot to take hers!!)

said will call me arnd 6pm and bring the $$ to me

NO MATTER WHEN I AM!

hais.

when i gave her the $$,

i told myself that im actualy donating this 20bucks to some charity which i do not know of.

and also added to myself that

since she stoop so low to lie to me,

maybe she realy needed th $$ very badly.

like her children was kidnapped,

or husband needed $$ to pay the loanshark,

or whatever lar!

I JUST WANTED TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER!

only then i realised,

the chicken rice DID A BETTER JOB!

damn!

(will blog about it agn)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

despite the hundred over times i went to Jurong Point to bank in $$

in my 1 and a half years working in Jurong Spring CC,

i don't know how?

but,

I STILL CAN MANAGE TO TAKE THE WRONG BUS!

I STILL CAN MANAGE TO TAKE THE WRONG BUS!

I STILL CAN MANAGE TO TAKE THE WRONG BUS!

didn't i told you before that,

JURONG WEST IS NOT A PLACE FOR HUMAN TO STAY?!

and with numerous request,

my tagboard is back!

please do not give me anymore excuse/reason for not tagging!

especially you, b!

anyway,

if you are so KPO about my facebook status.

im just doing a stunt!!

im just testing/finding out who are the "good" friend of friend who "cares" for me.

feeling cheated?

too bad.

if you are close friend,

you would be sure that im joking!

(:

there's one thing about attending your HQ's event.
you might just be captured without knowing.

out of the 64 photos the camerman took,
IM BLOODLY HELL SNAPPED IN ONE OF IT!

the worst pose to be snap! ):
the Blangore workout!
spot me!:D




damn! why must this be on intranet?!
freaking ugly lar!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr;


oh.

on the happier not,
recieved another photo today. (:

the workshop which i learnt on rejection?
if u did receive my sms, you will understand

as i was about to "nevermind" about everything,

BOOMZ!~

this drop on me!

DONT focus on my MSN!

LOOK PROPERLY!!!!!!

super super emo cans!

correct.

im always late for work.

hence, today .............

i went downstairs to wait for cab like usual.

as i was standing in the shelter,

away from the road waiting for a cab,

i saw a guy walking towards my direction,

walked straight ahead and stopped where i was suppose to stand IF i was waiting for cab.

i was like,

"shit! cab gone!"

i think he felt someone staring at him like damn fierce-ly,

he slowly turned his head and spotted me staring at him.

i was too slow to turn away! bang!

to my surprise....................

guy: sorry miss, are you waiting for cab?

jus: *nod head* errrr, yah.

guy: oh okay! you go ahead. *smile*

jus: oh. thank you. (:

after 20secs of slience,

jus: errr, where are you heading to?

guy: im going to the east side. are you going down town?

jus: nope. im going to the west, jurong west.

guy: oh. if im going to work den perhaps i can SEND you there 1st.

@@ right?!

jus: hahaha; are u in a rush?

guy: nehh. im fine! you can take the cab 1st.

jus: okay. *smile*

guy: are u in a rush then?

jus: yep. i actually start work at 1pm.

guy: oh!!

after another 10s of slience..

guy: where do you stay? around here?

jus: yar. i stay here. *pointing to my block*

guy: OH! i never see you before ehs?

jus: is it? i've been staying here since 22years ago!

then i realise, I JUST TOLD HIM MY AGE!!!! DAMNIT!!!!!

guy: 22yrs? oh. you 87?

jus: err, yar?

guy: oh. i never see you before ehs!

jus: *laughs* OH! got cab already...

guy: *turned his head* oh great. wait. let me get that for you!

HE THEN WALKED OUT

AND STOP THE BLOODLY CAB FOR ME!

CAN YOU IMAGINE THERES STILL SUCH GENTLEMAN EXISITING ON EARTH?!

CAN YOU IMAGINE THERES STILL SUCH GENTLEMAN EXISITING ON EARTH?!

CAN YOU IMAGINE THERES STILL SUCH GENTLEMAN EXISITING ON EARTH?!

guy: nice meeting you miss. hope to see you around soon. *smiles*

im just mere lucky. (:

love being brought around for good food! :D

met pt, rongq and jon for supper last night.

its cruel BUT having a car is really more convenient..

especially when you need to travel at night.

pt drove me to Bukit Timah Plaza cos he's being thoughtful as its nearer to my house.

i was kinda disappointed cos i thought we would go somewhere NEW~~~~ =X

but we cudn't find a parking lot.

that's a CON for travelling in a car.

Then they decided to go Thomsan for MEEPOK!

a place where pt brought me like 3years ago?

NO PARKING LOT SOMEMORE!!!!!!

lastly,

we ended up in Balestier eating DIM SUMM!!!

MY FAVOURITE!!!!!

the food is so nice!

and i love it when they talk about basketball.

even if i don't know what they are talking about,

but im still so in love with basketball still!!! shyyyyy;

i wanna see rongq play larrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

to add on to my happiness,

tung bought me this...........................

MY ADIZERO ACE W!!!!!!!!

WUHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

HOW CHIO RIGHT?!!!!!!

:D

THANKS TUNG!!!!!!

*HUGSSSSSSS*

i went to attend my company's active day yesterday evening.
its a fun and unforgettable experience!


1st workout - SKIPPING! (:


its been so long since i last skipped in the public..
i miss the feeling, like seriously!
remembering those times,
i was so superb in my skipping skills that the everyone was so amazed!
i remembered clearly..
during my primary school sports day,
i helped my class to WIN cos i skipped faster then the rest,
and also catching up alot which my previous classmate dragged behind.
the feeling is damn shiok!
hahahaha!!

anyway, i went with Asri.
and to my surprise, he CAN'T skip!
he told me this..
"i only play chatek during my primary school times".
and there he went started to kick the invinsible chatek!
i was like ..
"WHAT?! YOU NEVER SKIPPED IN SCH BEFORE?!!!!"
how on earth can this be happening?!!!!!!!
right?
Done with skipping, we proceed to the next level.


2nd work out - Blangaore Aerobics!


when i 1st read this name,
i did NOT think further.
but when i see the instructor, my instinct double confirm with reality!
BINGO!
i was made to dance + exercise like the Blangadash. (:
"move your shoulders! shake your Hips!"
the instructor just kept repeating this sentence................


asri laughed his ASS off when i tried to do so.
he said im DAMN STIFF,
i told him tt i DON'T GO CLUBBING
and i DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DANCE!!
isn't this like obvious, right?!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr;


then when i turned and looked at him,
im amazed how he manged to combine Blangaore Aerobics step with MJ steps!!!
@@
hah!
let you picture it abit..












Asri is good. (:






weird but FUN!!!!! :D

if you are following my twitter,

you should know that im currently the most fortunate girl on earth!

fake who? i do not have a twitter account!

had a heart to heart talk with 栋 few days back,

yep! he is in Singapore, not JB! -_-

and he told me this..

"娃，其实我很羡慕你。

有爱人，有家人，还有一群好朋友"

and within that split second,

我感同深处~

remembering on all the familiar faces that float passed my mind when 栋 said this,

i can name them one by one out.

don't blame me if you dont see your name,

that's simply because we are contacting lesser

or maybe not even contacting each other!

there you go, my dear group of 好朋友:

PL aka yvonne nong

darling aka shuhua

bitch aka cynthia

bud aka yizhi

PT aka demin

rongq aka rong qing

benxiong aka daren

(:

(omg! its makes a perfect rainbow!!!!!!!)

you guys are amazing lar.

never fail to be there for me when i need someone.

infront of you guys,

i simply dont mind acting stupid,

creating a big scene,

doing silly things

just to exchange for your smiles and laughter.

of cos, with rongq around, i surrender TOTALY lar!

but, all the nuisance i created for you guys,

its worth it.

cos i love you guys!

dang.

if im not sitting at office now,

i sure post each and every individual photo out de lar!

grrrrr.

den later i go home,

no more feel !!

=X

hahahaha;

make it short and simple.

i love you guys,

don be fussy BITCH! guys includes all the girls i mentioned!

and please continue to love me too alright? (:

Cloudy with the chance of Meatballs-ed with bitch and 栋.

the best part was us (Girls) gossiping,

i mean, chatting! (:

love chatting with her,

super direct, and honest bitch i have!

oh. movie was great too.

super funny!

she complained the whole cinema only my voice.

can you believe her when her vocal is like 100times louder than mine?

=X

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!

Haeundae: The Deadly Tsunami-ed with darling and bud.

super emo show.

teared like mad!

damn. i hate that the life saver sacrificed himself for a stranger!

in real life,

how many out of 10 will do such deeds?!

this movie once again showed the ugly side of human beings...........

(500) Days of Summer-ed with 栋.

a correct movie to watch at the wrong timing.

well,

i like actress's bravey and actor's determination.

love is the hardest exams for all.

a couple of movies to complete by this week:

Julie & Julia

Imagine That

Pandorum

Darah

The Hurt Locker

Funny People

The Message

April Bride

Shorts

OH MY HOLY!

OH MY HOLY!

OH MY HOLY!

any takers? :D

cynthia said my blog is like a movie review blog............

):

):

):

哪里会啊？

YEP!!
Movies on the runnnnnnn again! (:




Surrogates-ed with B,
PT said it wasn't a nice show..
but at least i managed to keep myself AWAKE through out the movie,
hence i guess its not bad! (:
no lar...
i realy think its nice lehs!!
worth watching, especially GUYS!
you will love it............................




Sorority Row-ed with Tung.
The girls are HOT!
Love the sexy girls, crazy party and making out! SHYY!
but hate the gross part where all the killings are.
moral of the story:
Do not fall too deep in love, if not you won't even realise you are doing the wrong thing!

it feel super good that you tell someone the truth?

even though the truth might hurt the other party?

I dono about you,

but this is how i felt.

i always think honesty is the most important thing between 2 human beings,

aint it suppose to be true?

(:

yep.

i'm in deep shit now.

entangled myself in a triangle problem.

made a choice like finally, but due to some unforeseen circumstances,

my choice chosed to leave me.

i was hurt, like badly.

i realy did.

i tot, there were no boundaries? ):

maybe i took things between us too seriously? as compared to him?

i dono. and im too tired to care anymore. (:

the only thing to console myself is,

at least the triangle tangle is gone?

and justine will be sad and emo for awhile before she stands on her feet agn.

hence B,

see how great the impact is?

hahahahah;

oh.

smth to cheer myself up..

MALACCA HERE I COME!!

MALACCA HERE I COME!!

MALACCA HERE I COME!!

(:

this was a long run,

a super long run.

how do you get yourself prepared for a run like this?

do you usually maintain your speed through the whole run?

or,

do you keep some stamina in you 1st, and save it for the ending dash?

i don't know about you.

but i definitely will choose to maintain my speed through out the race.

my theory is,

its once in a life time i'm in this race with you,

hence, you deserved the best of out me.

(:

people used to go around giving advices on..

"Forget expectations! They will only make you fell harder!"

until today,

this sentence is still super true.

and silly justine,

you are still going through this?

HAH!

At least the sky is clearer now.

I'm feeling better, in a way!

Its a fresh new start for all 3 of us.

And lets complete the run which fate lead us too,

and make it a nice one!

Dear Jerry,

Reality is cruel to both you and me.

I'm not sure about that sentence i just made though,

do you even felt that my decision is cruel?

i doubt so.

I hate to think back/about on you,

cos its freaking heartbreaking.

But nevermind,

like what i told you..

this is the time, like finally! (:

Things that i wanna you to know,

i've long ago told you already.

Don't know if you remembered,

But at least i've said it.

It was a wonderful moment,

too bad it wont last forever. (:

Live you life and stay healthy!

With Love,

Justine b

If you think you know what had happened,

good for you.

If not,

I'm not breathing a word.

(:

it took me quite sometime to pluck up my courage to ask esther,

but im kinda regretting to know the truth from her mouth.

weeks ago,

i met up with my secondary school mates for dinner.

we chatted about lots of topic,

including this

.......................................................................

i was told by them that a diver, at the age of 21 met with a fatal accident.

daren/brian told me that they were somehow related to this guy.

my heart ache for a moment,

but the ache grew stronger last night upon esther's reply.

Diver Gerald Chia is actualy Beatty Secondary's Gerald Chia.

Yar.

although i have totaly no relation with Gerald at all..

only perhaps we spoke on phone for around 4 times back when we are in secondary school,

but the pain i had was strong enough for me to feel.

Couldn't help it but googled about him and this accident.

heart was aching like mad.

tears were flooding in my eyes.

i didn't imagine i could be so sad.............

To everyone close to him, especially my dearest cousin;

Please be strong!

I know its easier said than done,

but this is the least i could do.

and to gerlad,

Beatty Secondary VB No. 2?;

要走好噢！

我们有缘，来世在做朋友~

(:

life is so short and unexpected!

treasure everyone around you please.

love to the fulliest!

minimise your regrets before the next thing you know,

you are gone from this cruel life!

for that,

rongq can you not be mad at me for flying your aeroplane last night??????

):

):
):

):

o3 October 2oo9

went on a single "date" with PT.
due to his super emotionally down mood AND
as promised,
he brought me to have GOOD FOOD on his expense!
LOVE IT! he always brings me around for gooooooooooood food!

came to pick me up arnd 7pm,
and we headed down Bukit Timah Road for this Italian Resturant,
Pasta Fresca!
Had Carbonara while he had ............
oops. i forget! hahahahaha;
then we headed down to Sunset Way to continue our gooooooood food!
Had deserts at this cafe which i forgot the name,
where he promised to bring me go again to have the warm chocolate pudding,
which was featured on the news the very next day we went there!

afterwhich,
we ..



Fame-ed!
another movie with no subtitles.
super sad. ):
luckily their angmoh not so slangggggg.
Nice movie afterall.
everytime after watching all these dancing show,
make me so WANNA learn loh!
grrrrrrr;
esther, willing to be my master anot? HEE!

sadly,
no pics were taken as we were DAMN BUSY gossping the whole night!
hah!

o6 October 2oo9

as what erjie said,
Welcome "Home! (:
This time its pretty crucial to you,
we sincerely hope u managed to put it through.
加油咯!



Accident-ed with Tung.
Boring show.
Seductive actor. totaly drooling over him! SHYYYYY!
its a no-no to watch,
give this movie a skip. (:
the only attracting and amazing part is how they planned the Murder to be an Accident;
awesome!
nothing is an accident;




its finally the time.
well, things are better then i expect..
if you guys are out there to see this as a joke,
i'm sorry but i guess i'll have to fail you. (:







i suppose,
in the end..
it will be you walking away.............................

as i was just about to turn in after a super long day..

i came across a shocking news which totally destroyed my mood.

NOT that in any way im interested in the groom..

i was just superb disappointed with the bride.

thinking about it,

should disappointed be the correct word?

man. i dono..

my mind is no longer functioning at this hour in this shocked state.

say about half year? back..

everything was in such smooth trail until something happened?

this dramatic changed our friendship.

for some SHIT reasons,

our friendship turned sour!

you have your reasons to ingore me..

for whatever case!

im not any good friend anyway.

But,

it super hurts me when im like totally true to you!

for you, i joined iMM cartel.

for you, i cancelled and turned down how many outings with friends, just to work for you.

for you, i run stations like mad, cos its your shift.

for you, i support ur decision when everyone turned their back against you.

for you, i told him tt u WILL be back and told him NOT to give up.

for you, i literally stoop so low to amend our friendship.

i just cant imagine it!

after everything i've done..

you once said you WERE mad at me because i did not ask u out

but INSTEAD i kept asking him out!

i did not.

i did not.

i did not.

i really did not..

i also have my boyfriend to consider if i keep asking another guy out..

not true?

if you have feelings, dont u think tung will have feelings too?

why would i do such things to hurt both you and him,

when you both were so dear to me?

you can choose to be mad at me..

for whatever reason it is.

BUT can't you put a stop to it?

why do u still need to do things to hurt me?

literally tt i tear?

doubt you even care.

asking my date to meet you on Valentine Day?

then who am i suppose to celebrate my v'day with?

to add on,

everyone close to me should know my deathly point is my boy's previous love.

so, why should you slap salt on my wound?

any idea how badly i was hurt?

still asking mine not to let me know abt the arrangment?

double hurt.

literally hurt!!

after all tt happened,

i told myself to laugh it off.

despite the numerous hurt and devasted heart of mine,

i still treat you as my friend, my close friend.

(:

so friend..

from the bottom of my heart,

grats for your 20092009.

(:

you will not imagine the power of hurt;

results of aftermath:

swollen arms.

swollen arms.

and still swollen arms.

omg!

backside itchy, nth better to do..

i went to join my company's volleyball team.

this decision made been considered for superb long timing.

finally this week,

i decided to drag myself all the way to GELAYNG just to get wack by the MIKASA balls.

hah.

thinking back then..

my team and i only love MOLTEN balls.

we always have this thinking that they are softer then MIKASA balls.

hahahaha;

i also dono where did this thinking came from.

anyway,

PA ladies' team uses MIKASA balls and i was kinda freaked out.

hahahaha;

good team. awesome players,

i MUST say! (:

the ladies are all so nice, fun and pretty.

they encouraged each other almost like all the times.

it made me rmb of my old times..

speaking about old times,

yar. you are right.

the most important and only lasting thing i could rmb was..

im always the bench warmer.

im always the bench warmer.

im always the bench warmer.

):

despite the fact tt im more hardworking den others,

my effort was never able to weigh equally den those with potential.

i tried not giving up..

but it was hard.

the "enthu" inside you will slowly die off when u see your coach slowly stop focusing on you and your teamates no longer needs you.

damn. i defintely belongs to the track! ):

i hate.

i hate QSS for not hafing any track team.

i hate.

i hate myself for not entering any sports school back in secondary.

i hate.

i hate myself with not hafing the determination to continue my running life.

i literally hate myself. ):