Thursday, May 29

大家早安~

又是星期四 我的早班日。
早班有好也有坏。。
好在能早点下班 坏在要很早起身诶!
身体有点适应不过来。
哈!
人老了 身体也慢慢的虽弱了。

最近的我 出现了怪怪的迹象,
不知算好还是不好
但 我必须和需要强烈的呼吁大家

要环保了!

请大家避免打包。。
虽然要 就不要使用那些筷子和汤匙。
还有 尽量用自己的水瓶 不要用那些树胶的。。
最后 最后
买东西时 避免用树胶袋!!
这是最基本的!
不能想象 但是我竟然带环保袋在身上。
哈哈哈~

我在这呼吁大家。。
地球要死了!请大家开始环保!
谢谢~
=)

Sunday, May 25

its been two weeks..
since i joined People's Association.
To be exact..
im actualy attached to Jurong Spring Community Club..
somewhere located in Jurong West.

for the location..
i believe it happens for a reason.
basically its near my hse.. amazingly yar.
its just a 15mins ride. =)
and of cos .. its near iMM meaning near boyfriend.

my job scope basically is sitting at counter..
counting money for payment..
and ans qns from the public.
but thats of cos the most basic ones.
in weeks to come.. i will be in-charge of community.
to my pleasure and benefits..
it will be Youth Executive Community.

attended the first meeting today and gained too much of an interest in them.
events are organised is such meaning manners.
bringing kids from disabled home, mentally intelluctual disabled and even orphanges to attractions.
its like so OMG!
totaly attached and interested in the events.
anyone interested in joining Jurong Spring's YEC?
hahahaha..

boyfriend and I had went through alot recently.
topics that striked our temper off..
making our emotions ups and down.
but im glad that its over.. bringing our relationship to a higher level. =)
老头 我爱你。

met up with PL recently for dinner.
nth much to update..
cos our relationship is still as strong as ever. =)
PL.. thank you for remembering that my birthday is in May!
hahahaha. meet up more oky?
most preferred.. a week ONCE! hahahaha.

things had been moving smoothly between darling and me.
at least both of us are keen to play a part in protecting and maintaining our love.
but of cos we are slowly able to walk back to the past.
thanks darling.. =)
meet up soon alright? muacks.

on the other hand,
laopo is still on the verge on amending her heart.
i understand and therefore..
laopo .. take ur time.
as promised.. i will wait for you. =)

things between me and spens are maintaining well too.
hes the best.
sending me greetings and wishes every monday of the week.
how sweett. =)
thanks spens. hope our friendship will walk till the end..

lastly,
matters between me and bud are breaking apart.
for what ever the reason is..
we are not communciating and contacting each other since donkey years ago.
it came to a point that i know our bud-ness had come to an endd.
its heartbreaking and disappointing ..
but theres almost nothing i can do from all the coldness recieved.
well.. let nature takes its course.

oh.
from 2day onwards im just going to voice everything out.
becos darling has requested me not to keep things to myself anymore..
therefore im doing this change for her.
hope my words here don offend anyone. =)


im currently in love with my job.

Thursday, May 15

人与人之间 到底隐藏了些什么?

一直想保持这距离的完美,
却就在一刹那里消失。
应该是很美 很单纯 很真的,
但 为何之间却隐藏了这么多的不信任?

今天的星座所算的 为什么要实现?
很伤我幼小的心灵诶!
嗨~

算了吧。
我去睡了。

在去找周公之前 我想说,
很幸运现在做工的地方旁边有巴刹~
前几份工作都是在 town area.
都几乎没机会吃到便宜又好吃的。
现在 终于可以了!!
我决定了 把巴刹里和附近的咖啡店的食物统统扫完!!
有种美梦实现的感受!! 哈哈哈哈。。
现在的我 有很多渴望
但 都是的渴望! -_-

现在的我 很想吃 。。
- zui kuey
- soon kuey
- fried hokkien mee
- prata
- teochew porridge
- garlic herb bread
- apple strudel

OMG 的!
就有好多好多的渴望!


杀了我吧!!

Wednesday, May 14

today is my off day.

yep.
i worked one day and im off the next day~ hah.
but i wanted off on thursday more lar!! CRY!!

spent my off day typically justine's way.
skipped swimming cos it had been so long since i slacked infront of the laptop and computer.
and i also wanna spend those hours chatting with mommy.
love pouring matters to her.
俗语说得好, 血浓于水。
thanks for helping me to make things clear and of cos..
guiding me through my life, MOMMY!
i love you. =)
though u wont be able to read this.




out of coincidence..
i came across this perfect song for my perfect love.
tung, this song is for specially for you.
understand the meaning? need me to explain? =X


我知道现在的你有很事要烦恼。。
心情一定很差。
再加上长期看不到你可爱的女友我,
你应该快要崩溃了。
所以 你要坚持 要坚强哦!
凡是要记得 我一直都会在~

虽然我身边的男生不是你 但我还是在默默的支持者你的.
真的啦!
不要在电脑前骂我啦!
希望我们离见面的时间会慢慢拉进,
虽然不知那会是几时啦!大哭

死鬼~ 要好好照顾自己哦!
不是照顾身边的妹妹啊!!
不然 我跟你没完没了。 哈哈哈哈。。

1020, 0827。 =)

Monday, May 12

woke up and was on time for 1st day of reporting.
all thanks to my dear boy.
=)
though the reason is kinda off

met a couple of friends there.
they are nice.
at least for that few hours we spent together.
exchanged a number of numbers ..
thinking whether will we even contact again anot.
hah!

managed to locate workplace myself.
yeay.. justine has gotten smarter! =)
colleagues are so nice.. i must say!
at least they are all aunties.
saying no backstabbing/gossiping/betraying/jealousing will occur to me no more.
glad!

but..
working schedule is kinda packk!
though 5days work but the timing is so saddening.
i need my precious time to meet dear boy and friends. argh!
though with lesser friends to catch up now..
i still tink 24hrs a day is barely enough for me. dang.

being emo here a while.
i felt the distance i have with my class.
eversince i had problems with darling and bud..
our relationship is never the same agn.
i dare to voice.. cos i learn to let go.
i had never been with really good relationship with the class..
guess i wasnt well like.
and with my relationship with darling and bud currently..
its officialy declared me drifting away from my class.
discussion of class gathering will never include me anymore.
yes i know. im informed. =)
no worys. im not being unreasonable here. hah.
di had spent adequate amount of effort to keep orgainising evens to strength class bondings.
but.. decided time and date NEVER will suits me.
merely cos i was not involve in any discussuion.

well..
the purpose of above para is to tear my mask down and make things clear.
cos im tired of hiding anymore.
darling and bud..
you guys know pretty well that we are never like before anymore.
and i don tink we will ever walk back to the past anymore.
be it its me or you guys..
finding out whos right and wrong will never work anything outs anyway.
wads i felt was coldness and rejection from you guys.
guess im not hardcored enough to fight till the end! hahahaha.
anyway..
sincerely i wished you 2 best outta everything you guys are doing. =)
class gatherings i will try to turn up..
its a CLASS thing anyway. =)

laopo..
our distance is getting further n further away le.
i know you are not in the best mood to meet..
and in short term..
we will never get to meet each other.
and i understand. i really do.
but i thank you for each and every warmth sms you are willing to send me..
asking abt my whereabouts and current life.
you just dono how much they meant to me.

sometimes..
its the small little things that count.


dang.
i hate being emo!


给你的话:
很谢谢你每次有事没事会说出那些逗我的话。
虽然听起来 好像是你在泡妹妹的招数 。。F6!
但 它却能换我一笑。。
更重要的是 他能让我确定我在你心里的地位。。
确定你对我的爱。=)
现在我开工了 见面的时间明显的减少了
但我知道这不会阻碍我们爱情的发展
对吧?
虽然是这样 我还是想跟你说

就好跟我收敛点!听到没!
tomorrow will be a new start of my life.
hope this path i've chosen is a wise one. =)

im starting to realise that..
losing is part and parcel of life.
hence, if one made effort in whatever he/she does..
theres nothing much to regret about.
with this believe..
im moving on.

if u happen to be interested in what im living with recently..
im here to update you more.

justine will be trying to adapt to working life from 12 May onwards.
justine had realise the fact about the real world.
justine had also figured out some stuffs that bothered her quite some time already.
justine is sweetly indugled with the love her boyfriend is sugaring on her.
justine also spends time smsing her dear friends to make sure that they are not going too far away from her.
justine is also spending a generous amount of time with her family.
but..
justine is still in a backside of debts. F6!

my biggest wish is to clear all my debts now!
seriously!
creditors .. gimme more time alright?
i seriously hate the feeling to be in debt.

and very soon..
im gonna continue taking up driving.


tts it..
need to replenish my beauty slps le!!
will update agn tomorrow regarding my new life. =)


oh.
i think i will be going graduation le.
i jus wanna see myself in that attire and of cos..
taking the last photo with T-11~



你送我的那首歌。。
我听见了。
也络印在心里了。 *微笑*
希望你喜欢你的礼物~
虽然没很贵重。。 但是是充满我的心意的! =)

Thursday, May 8

when two become one ..
the impact is heavier and stronger.

i choose my way of protection..
either to you or from you.
but my work done is never equals to effort spent.

so many times.. so many lies.

i have to let it go and face the truth.
i chose my own path with your decision..
and im gonna walk down it no matter how tough it would be.

a smile its all that it takes.
therefore..
recieve my smile.

im thinking of skipping graduation ..
since timothiness is interested in having extra pass.
theres nothing to celebrate anywayy.


选择沉默的我 何尝会好受?
一直只想让你看到最开心的我 所以一直逞着强。。
心里有话想说 心理的痛 谁懂?
若 我的举动伤害了你 我真得很抱歉。
但 我真的不是故意的。
讲真真的。


我怎么做人做到那么失败?
嗨~
还是回台湾找我的老公算了。
哈!

Wednesday, May 7

im sads.
im heartbroke.
im feeling insecure.
im feeling hopeless.

im emo.

dang!

and its all becos of you_

if you are tinking..

NO!

its not abt my boy..
i dont get emo over my boy.



hais.
if only ...............


when u gain smth.. u will lose smth.
but fairy god mother,
and im losing far too much?
more than one is already plural. =(