for those who reads..

im off to IPOH with love till monday.

sweet? nope. we jus quarrel and im off now. bye.




take care. =)

it hurts BEST when you heard the worst thing from someone you expects to give the best.
complicated?



Dear All,
FYI.
i did not put on weight!
its just tt my short fringe made me looked so..





Best Regards,
Justing.





yepp.
i got my fringe cut.
to some damn kuku fringe.
and im thinking twice before i meet any of you guys.
dang.



must be curious how i look like now rites?
alright.
fulfill your damn wishh.






GO AHEAD AND LUFF YOUR ASS

OUTS!

好久没有了。。



好久没有失眠了。


今天的我，

变成了失眠的睡美人。


半夜三更不能入睡 脑子里一直出现有的没的的画面
现在七早八早就写搏课 我今天应该会完蛋！
完全的睡眠不足！！



=（


去上 course 了。

祝你有个愉快的一天~ =）

today is a very emotional day.
today is the day that i decided to unbottled all my feelings to all.
only at a wrong location.

if u recieve my sms today,
please note that im not trying to create a din with you.
its jus tt i wanna finally let u know my feelings bottled up.

to all:
i know things are not going to be like last time anymore.
i know that once a mirror is broken, even being fixed back,
its still an obvious broken mirror.
but at least i hope its still a useable mirror..
instead of one being left at the corner.
if my words were too harsh on you.. i hereby apologise.
im sory.


给栋：

我怎能怪你没有想我 当 我没有给你空间去想我。

我发觉 你花太多的时间和精力在我身上了。

是时间我必须要放开你了。

接下来的日子 就这样吧。

我想你应该会比较快乐很多~

我会给回你应得的时间和空间。

全部还给你。=)




给你：*不方便透露你的名字*

谢谢你专程下来我公司找我。

我的心情好很多了， 不用担心。=)

你的‘礼物’还蛮有效的喔~

我收到的时候很开心！真得谢谢你。=）

还好你还记得 我喜欢的东西。。

看在这次的分上，我就原谅你！

下次，不要去错地方啊！哈哈哈哈哈。=）







我还是会说 我常常说的话

雨后，就回天晴朗！ =)

i do not know why..

but im jus very affected by the incident recently.

its pinching my heart whenever i tot of it..

hais.

how it wish this has never happened before.

anyway!

throw it away. forget yesterday. =)

you know..

on the surface things may looked simple.

but actualy its very very complicated.

you see.

together with some people, me myself used to thought that CC events are never interesting.

until i stepped into this line.. den i realized the hardship behind it.

every little single detail needs to be planned very very carefully!

from the number of chairs in the hall.. to the decoration of the premises..

this is all what outsider like you people do not and will not see.

therefore.. appreciate.

If you don think there is a need too..

den at least don critize! alright?

being a very nice daughter..

i went down to CC to support my dad's event.

got home from work. eaten dinner. wii-ed and off we go.
erjie and me decided to light up a lantern cause it was donkey years since we did it..

at least together.

can see on our faces how happy we are rites?

those are childhood memories! hahahahahaha.

not only us..

she loves lanterns too.

oops. =X hahahahaha.

instead of creating a small campfire at the neighbourhood..

*and also not wanting to set a bad example to baby*

we decided to play with this. =)

SPARKLESSSSS!!!

nevertheless
during lantern festival..

theres always much things happening............

cant blame them.

i USED to be standing there too. hahahaha.

i believe 10 out of 10 of u guys too loh. "p

KIDS!

its okay.

still did not spoil my camwhore-ing mood. hee.

HAPY HAPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!

=)

Signing off,
Justing.

yesterday was after so long since i last went outs.

dated brice and evelyn along and carried on our frequent double date.

went Vivo City to catch The Days.

just thought it would be nice to support local flim. =)

tonnes of memories gusted back into my memories
while looking at the scences they played.
especially the part on the ah bengs!!

overall,
its a pretty alright flim.
i mean.. its NOT always that you can watch a movie with the leading actor right?
CORRECT!
the leading actor was jus sitting behind me and i only know it until the end of the movie.
=X
to think tung actualy said rather loudly when the movie just started..
"为什么他们不要找我演？"
LAUGH OUT LOUDDDD!
imagine if the leading actor were to hear it! hahahahah.

anyway cyn,
another leading actor in the movie





LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE OTESSS!!!!


realy. at least tt was my 1st impression =X
but not to wory..
cos the leading actor sitting behind me was a photocopied of tung's brother! hahahahaha.

人有相似 =）

IM DYING ..





DYING TO GO K-BOX!!



anyone willing to go with me? =((((((

while i was my way to work just now..
my mind wondered me to the times when i was hafing my attachment at
Singapore Sports Council .

thinking of those times..
only fear and terrifying moments can be recalled.
apart from the times with darling during lunch and jogging on track.
i remembered how the office looked like..
i remembered how the colleagues there were..
i remembered the one and only canteen there!
i remembered how did me and darling bit on our lips for those hard times to passed.
i remembered how me and darling helped each other how just to finish and complete the whole damn attachment thing!
i also remembered how darling's supervisor caught a bird while me and darling laughed our ass outs.
i also remembered how my supervisor scolded me till my tears kept rolling like no ones business..
NOT ONCE.. BUT TWICE!!
and of cos i remembered how stunted darling was when tears rolled down my cheeks on the bus ..
and how she consoled me with her great smile.

thinking of these..
she had never failed to bring a smile on me when i was down.
she WAS always there.

she woke me up every morning for lesson. without fail!
she accompanied me to the ladies everytime even if she dont need to go.
she sat lonely-ly in the classes whenever i ponned lesson.
she pulled me along for ALL the exams i had in NGEE ANN POLY.
she drove late train with me. drank coffee with me. fooled with me during those long nights.
she bought me fruits tarts when she read that i was craving for it.
she bought me oreo cookies and HL choc milk during attachment when she knew my supervisor was giving a hard time.
and the list will go on and on..

how can i find another darling?
she IS irreplaceable.

but..
where are you darling?
you had seems to disappeared totaly from my life..
where are you hiding?

anyone saw my darling?
her name is Juay Shu Hua.


taken on the 1st day of attachment as SSC

if you do see her.. please tell her that i miss her deeply. =(
and im dieing for her to be back to my life..
just like the past.

thank you people. =(


Regards,
Justing.

i was going through my photo folders since 10mins ago..
and i've decided to make this entry.
=)
it realy brings back many many memories.
here..
im going to post the pictures i think most of you do not have.
hahahahhaa.

PL, i bet you do not know when was this taken. correct? hahahahaha. this is during the 发如雪 time. any idea? hee hee.

laopo, do you remember wheres this place? or.. any slight idea when was this picture taken? hee hee.

darling! ages ages time le hor? hahahahhaa. rmb how we had this dinner back den?

okay. this is donkey donkey years ago.

spens.. know where is this place too? hahahahhaa.

bud. sory ahs.

hahahahhaha. i do have surprises pictures for you.

but i think this is much more surprises for you har? hahahahaha.

look baobei!

you still have your braces on! hahahaha.

but i think u do have this pic rites?

cause u never fail to chase pictures taken from me. hahahahhaa.

you girls remember this place?

wads abt this too?



laopo!! hahahhaa. ever know of this pic existence??




omg. this is more ages and ages backk.

looking at those pictures. i began to so miss my past. mommy told me that everyone will have to enter their own world. they have their own life to go on. studies and work. everyone differs. wont be like the past where so possible to meet up like the past. i know. but its jus hard to accept this fact. hais.

i have a folder name "MY CLIQUE".. and the last picture added was this..




DECEMBER 2OO7 !
=(




i so hope this folder get continously updated. =(

dang.

when i tot it was about to heal..
it WORSEN!!

went to the clinic and announced 2 days MC!!




please do not go blind on me. =(

monday is a good day.
especially when it comes to school holiday.
that makes both monday off 的 大姐 and ME and BABY free on the same day!
and TA DAAAAAAAAAAAAA..



off we go to ..

SENTOSA!!!!

its been a while since i last went to sentosa.

and its been a long while since i last went to under water world.

once again, its been a long long time since i last HOPING to go dolphin lagoon~!!!!!

everything seems so OMG de long!!

the dolphins are damn cute!

really~! =)

bid good bye to the dolphins and next stop ..

UNDERWATER WORLD!!

took alot of pictures of the beautiful fishes.

but my P1i just refuses to transfer the mei mei pictures to my laptop.

so..

will jus show you guys nextime okee? =)

OH!

not forgetting..

atmosphere and ambience at Pacific Coffee was awesome.

today was a great day.

today was the day i cconfess my love to they 2.

today was the day i bought the wallet i was eyeing for for 2 days! *shy*

today was the day i was happy and i bought baby a F1 toy car. =X

today is a great day EXCEPT

that my damn eye is sore-ing!!!!

dang!