its the last day of 2007.

much has happened in this year.
matters from happy to disappointing..
but, let bygones be by boygones alright?
start the new year with a total fresh beginning. =）


although it might be quite old fashion ..
but i would still lyk to thank all my frends who are still willing to stay by me till now.
you guys know who you are. =）



i havent been a good frend to you guys.
hope im forgiven.
i have lost too many to ever lose again.
please promise to stay by me till NOW AND FOREVER cans?
dou its kinda mushy .. but yah!
i don care lar!
u guys are not leaving me behind!! =P

and to those that i have hurt be it in relationship or friendship,
im realy sory.
i aint perfect afterall.
if im given a chance, i wouldnt have chose to hurt you ever again.
hope we can still be friends. =)






good bye 2007,







dear fairy god-mother,
things are realy bad on his side recently.
can you please watch his back for me?
not forgetting his big man..
please "impove" his health.
let him be healthy all over again. =)
thanks alot.

when dreams come true..
it seems so unreal.
who will ever expect that this will turn out to be ture?
or even,
happening on me.
isit real?
somebody .. pinch me!!

having tons and tons of complicated feelings and tots running through my mind,
killing my brain cells rapidly.


dear fairy god-mother,
can you please fulfill my secondary school wish?
find HIM and ask him to play me this song on guitar.
i had been waiting for years.. =(




如果这是梦，
能不能就让我这样的睡着呢？？
让我在梦里，永远的接受他给的神奇苹果！
我不要让这一切走到尽头！
可以吗？

MERRY X'MAS folks! =)

attended the 1st x'mas party last night in my entire 20 years life.

wasn't realy interested due to some reasons ..

but i've gotten over the "bad mood" soon enough before i piss anyone off.

i hope all you guys lyk the present i gave.

as mentioned .. all presents are chosen for a reason. =)

i love you guys .. my clique! each and everyone of you.

有人这么跟我说。。

Dreams come true.

Don't try so hard,

the best things come when you least expect them to. =)

thanks for these irreplacable gifts meant from the heart. =)

Ngee Ann gave me 2 very nice xmas gift. =)








In total, i have recieved THREE!! hahaha.

you see..
my class (t-eleven) has always been very naughty.
and so this is what happened today in PPP.

*lecturer pointing to timothy*
HER: whats your name?
TIM: augs.
as expected .. augs played along and told the lecturer that his name was "TIM".

hours later through the lecture..
TIM (augs) fell alsp.. SOUNDLY.
after a couple of times .. lecturer finally could not take it and said ..
HER: augs! why you keep slping har?? im gonna jot your name down. "augs, the sleeping one"

moral of the story..
BE A WISE NAUGHTY BOY!
alright tim? =)

was being a good "bak-gu-teh" just now..
teaching my baby his school work.
i swear looh .. now a days homework for kids are so difficult.
take a look??


yar. PRIMARY ONE children are doing their holiday homework on the internet.


yep! my line is back. =)

at times..
i realy envy those who has a goal in their life.
take for example bud ..
he work for his interest ..
unlyk me .. working aim-less-ly!
*actualy jus for $$ lar*


so envy xiaoyan..
waiting to be tai tai too.
i also want to sit at home, mahjong, chit-chat with my darling and laopo!
HAHAHAHA! =X


i hate to work when i don have the urge.
damnit.



OH!
congrats hady malik on being the FIRST asian idol.
u had done singapore proud. =)

i dont want to be affected..
but ya.
i AM affected by ur words.
i was realy very hapy when i recieved that call ..
asking me to go.
but. ..
hais~~
i dont wanna get throw food at. =(

to those that are concern ..

my hp has been terminated le.
i CANT contact or reply any of you guys..
is not that i act dao oks!

you know .. I DONT never reply people de looh.
so yah~



will let u guys know when my hp is activated. =)

officialy over! =)








thanks alot for the gift.
although i know you might not read this.
but realy thanks alot.
i love it. =)



sometime small little things can realy make someone hapy. =)

CONGRATS JUS!

my feets are cold.
my back is aching.
my face is rotting.
im dying.

bon vonage justine~



*8hrs more*

thats why i love my current life.


i just changed my MSN personal message..

2mins later..

*oks~ i hope grace dont see this. =X*

then 30s later..

*baobei, whether its for me or not .. im loved! =)*

1/2 hr later..

=)

at times ..
the small little tings you do or say changes one's day. =)

my laopo is so cutes.

(part 1)

ME: EH! its so cool! laopo you see!!

*looking at her own laptop cos previously i ask her to look at my DP*

ME: eh! here lar! *pointing to my laptop*
LAOPO: oh! wads isit??
ME: SEE! i can drag and drop any image from my folder into my DP .. it straight away change lehs!
LAOPO: OH! i din know lehs~~!!


*den we continue xsfering pictures*
5mins laterrrr...............................



LAOPO: Eh laopo! so you think you found this function .. very cool lar! can keep changing picture!
*she kept nodding her head when she make this sentence.*


LAUGH OUT LOUDS!!


(part 2)
LAOPO: yah yah!!

LAOPO: eh laopo. send me just now the song lehs. wads the tittle ahs?
ME: the great escape.

ME: i oso like the song! my blogskin rites.. i searched "rainbow" then i found de. then just nice is also the lyrics looh! hahaha.
LAOPO: oh ya hor! no wonder u will use this skin lar~ buden its not very rainbow lehs.
ME: actualy i oso don realy lyk de.. especailly the side there. den i go change myself.
LAOPO: OH! YOU KNOW HOW TO CHANGE TOO AHS?!
*with her eyes and mouth WIDE open!*

ME: WAH LAO! LAOPO! IM

AN IT STUDENT LEHS!!!

*speaking LOUDER den her by abit*

LAOPO: *eyes and mouth closed smaller* Oh!


she totaly broke my heart with her innocence. =(



but, i love her!
=D

i was chatting with jery last night on msn..
and we hooked back quite a number of memories back then.
he mentioned that till now,
he still not gonna buy the reason that i gave him upon breaking up ..
"you still thinking breaking up for freedom is correct?"
i replied ..
"i broke up with my previous one for freedom too. "
den he answered ..
"-_-. ok! den you better enjoy ur freedom before going into another relationship again.. DO NOT break any more people's heart"

i guess what he said is true enough.


before setting my heart down to study ..
i went and read up my old blog entries.
tonnes and tonnes of memories gushed up mans!

especially on my typing of "MOI" ..
hor keith?
HAHAHAHA!!

time passed real fast with my memory fading even faster.
real glad that i did blog in the past,
at least giving me the slightest chance in remembering
wads happened.
things lyk ..
baobei.cynthia smsing me saying she love me randomnly.
i seems to not remember us being close before.. rites girl? =)


throw it away.
forget yesterday..
we'll make a great escape. =)

0426 i left clementi MAC~

im not mad .. jus plain hardworking.

oh maybe i AM mad~

but it MUST be because SYSTEM SECURITY caused me too!

guys are weird!

why are guys unhappy when their girlfriend tells them that they are not handsome and tt she loves them not because of their looks?


i will be very happy if my boyfrend tells me this.


weird guys!

does anyone bother?

i realy hate exams!
im so alright with other modules..
BUT ..
SYSTEM SECURITY SUCKS!

i realy do not want to take tt paper.

damnit!
stupid EXAMS are making me EMO!


i don care!
don tell me its only a week to go!
cut the crap!
its THIS freaking week that is hard to pass!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!




I HATE LAR!

fairy god-mother rewarded me presents for my hardwork last night.





thank you fairy god-mother
=)



我很想念她，
但我知道我们不可能有机会像从前一样了。
所以只能依靠照片来减轻我对她的思念。
黑牛，
不要停止放她的最新照片好吗？=)
让我能看看她的“成长”。谢啦！


i miss you, hebe.

有没有那么一首歌会让你想起我?


那幅以往的脸孔满满的清晰着。。
仿佛在提醒我些什么。
过去的一切，怎么消失在梦里？
我努力的寻找，也只能找到伤痕。
画面的残酷，
狠狠地把我打醒，
带着我离开你留给我的梦境。。
守候。

justine is very very stress.
she's disappointed.

she is suffering from depression.
thats all because she NEEDS to study for her upcoming CA!
=(
*im pouting!! do u feel anyt? A-HAHAHAHA*
justine is currently suffering from EMO-NESS!



she hates to study!
she hates to study!
she hates to study!


and yes .. i have made this sentence 3 times.
you know what i mean.



laopo is so hardworking! which makes me so left outs!












within this spilt second,
i suddenly tot i should take this RARE scene down.
pardon my complexion ..
these few days not enuf slp. =X

i knew it.
she cant take it le~
okay lar! let you join me! =D

okay lar.

time to go back to studies.
but, i meant for laopo. =X

I LOVE EEYORE!


AND EEYORE LOVES ME TOO!

I LOVE MY LAOPO !!

ESPECIALLY WHEN MY EEYORE IS IN HER HANDS~

can you let go of his ears already? =(

如果心脏不好的人，

请不要阅读以下的 entry.

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hapy 20th birthday,

dearest ben xiong. =)














on this very special day of yours,
i would like to wish you a hapy hapy birthday ..
and may all ur sweet wishes come true.
but ..
don forget to work hard for it ahs! hahahaha.


well well well..
speaking of celebrating daren's bdae.
the 'weight' of guilt i haf in me can actualy kill an ELEPHANT!
oh his very special day,
im actualy the one enjoying all the treats.
im so sory ben xiong! =(


so.. we went to this "secret" place he kept me in the dark for around 2 weeks ..
ON CAB! by booking on PEAK period!
we had this EXPENSIVE 306sgd dinner way up in the sky ..
rotating from the hill .. to the mrt and to the island.
menu was not very statisfying dou.
had SALMON and drank RED WINE first time in my life.
well .. theres always a first time.
bought the EXPENSIVE photos 30sgd which the stupid photographer made me look HUGE!
stupid angle he was standing at! grrrr~!
and the waitress pop up with this EXPENSIVE ??sgd bouquet of roses before alighting the "resturant".




dinner was great.. apart from the vigorous shaking that spilt my coffee and his tea.
we had a long long chat about the past and our future.
OUR INDIVIDUAL future.
then i realise .. it had been nearly 8 years since we last met.


strolled all the way down from up up above..
nice way of digesting our comsuption.
this is something people with own vehicles will never experience. =)


walked all the way to VIVO and decided to catch a movie.















nice movie. worth to catch. =)
oh!
TIMOTHY OLYPHANT is damn cute i swear! *drool*





once again ben xiong..
i seriously thank you for tonight.
it was suppose to your birthday but it felt like mine.
i will make it up to you on ur next birthday oks?
PROMISE! =)
WITH THE CONDITION OF GOING ON DUTCH!

thanks a million,
i had a great night. =)


















dear fairy god-mother..
ben xiong is a nice man that is almost extinct-ing already.
please make his wish come ASAP.
he deserve it. =)

KIDS now a days~




离开会让一个不懂得你的人更加珍惜你，
这个道理没有人跟你说过吗？


不要逼我！
我真得很不想揭穿你。
这是看在你以前对我的好，
我才给你面子的,好不好。
不要不知好歹！！
不我惹冒了，我会让你吃不完兜着走..我跟你说！


*讨厌啦~ 还我破坏我的苏女形象！ 羞~*



再见双面人。



你的好我会渐渐的忘记，因为没什么值得我去记得的。 =）
我让你还带着面具的离开，
因为我觉得我没必要看到你哭着道歉，
反正你终是觉得世界在你脚下。
虚伪的你让我看清这世界~
我还要谢谢你勒！ =D
可是你最好不要得罪我的朋友！不然我跟你拼了！


以上是我对一个没良心的人说的。
请不相关的人不要自己 emo 起来。
谢谢你的合作~

















dear fairy god-mother,
he is a bad man! but he taught me a lesson.
therefore he is forgiven =)

its so cruel for me to see and accept the choice you made.
i know and understand ..
but the ache done to my heart is still kinda irresistible..
decision making so reveals one's personality and character.

tough day it had been.
heartbreaks and anger gushing through everyone's heart.
therefore i hope and pray that everyone will feel better tml after they wake up tml. =)

hows does it feels when the black calls the white "black"?
BUD! don look it at the RACIST way okays! hahahaha.
hais.
treat it as a lesson to be learnt ba.

就算犯错了又怎样呢？
谁不会犯错啊？
知错能改才是最重要的。=）

啊呀！
不管了啦~
人生短短几十年，何苦让自己那么痛苦呢？
rites sweetheart? hahahaha.

it comes to a point of time that ..
there is realy nothing i can do..

i hope everyone out there can stop juding things that are happening around.
everyone has got their own way of living..
although your 出发点 is good ..
not everyone can accept it.
your character does not meant that everyone around you are able to adapt and accept.
if your way 残生了反效果，den please STOP!

when i said im used to it ..
i mean it.
and when i say it doesnt realy matters ..
i meant it as well.
you got me? HAHAHAHA!! busy man! =)


jeff brighten my day by offering me and my laopo tickets for 范伟期's concert.



dear fairy god-mother,
my love ones around me are really having a hard time these few days.
can i exchange my happiness for them please?
i want to see their smiles and laughters like the past.

i wanna declare something.
i, justine, always blog my feelings and thoughts NOT linking or relating to anyone in specific.
please DO NOT get affected by my blog entries oks?
to everyone and anyone.
seriously.. .. !!



im starting to think abt my future so much.
should i ..
1) sign on army to be an officer and continuing my studies?
2) be a tour guide?
3) be a nursery teacher?
4) work under People's Association with my elder sis?





i wanna a good and fruitful future..





thinking abt this ..
im ending my schooling life in few months times.
i USED to wait for this day ..
but now as the days are drawing nearer ..
i began to regret for this tot that i used to have.
i will miss my schooling life..
especailly my THIS group of frends. =(











































































































*the least number of times appearing in the photos DOES NOT meant tt u aint as important as the rest..
it simply meant that YOU seldom take pictures with me!
GET THE BIG HINT KEITH and CYN?! =)*





dear fairy god-mother,
i hope my frends will not forget me.
i sincerely hope so. =(

MAKING A DIFFERENCE. =)







Dear Friends of Mine,

I came across this 'LOGO' on Jeffery's nick on MSN ..
clarified with him but his explaination was .. .. ERRRR!
so i decided to surf the internet myself.
im not good at words .. especially english ..
so i hope you guys can go surf and read it up yourself?

http://im.live.com/Messenger/IM/Home/#Top

i sincerely hope to see you guys all appearing with the logo on ur msn nick.


HELP THE NEEDYS!
THEY NEED US. =)

i mean .. it wont kill right?
also don need you to pay a single cent!

OH!
you can choose which organisation to "donate" too. =)

batam was alright.
not much of anything to shop and see there.
i jus cant stop thinking that batam is not Malaysia! hahahaha~
therefore, not much of any nice pictures to share.
for better pictures .. wait till i go taiwan oks? AHAHAHAHA!! =X
oh.
theres nothing much at batam ..
with the additional of me NOT bringing enuf cash ..
i din managed to get any ting back for u guys.
except BUD cos food was real easy to get there.
my deeply apologises to the rest of my love ones..


he seriously is getting over my limits.
again and again he broke the trust i have for him.
grrr. so irritating.
kids now a days.. .. hais~


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im starting to tink for my future.
a couple of choices to choose from..
realy need to consider carefully le.. ..


i hope my future husband to NOT SMOKE AND DRINK!
*please quit smoking*


dear fariy god-mother ..
i yearn for a hug!