get well soon. =)

seeing your pale face on the hospital bed totaly breaks my heart.

from the bottom of my heart ..
hope your wounds will heal very fastly.

join us in the celebration for CNY.

i will wait and pray for you.. =)

im glad i let it out.

hope things will change to the good old times. =(

thank you fairy god-mother.

3.36am.

thanks hart for the wonderful gameSSSS.
mayb u dono ..
but ..
it does heal my breaking heart. =)


PL.
希望你幸福~

muacks.

天啊！

老公的 “世界巡回演唱会2oo8 CD“ 在台湾出了诶！!

好想买哦~ =(

VCD 几时要出啊？

i should haf expected tings will turn out this way.
i guess its true.
in life.. you will never get wads you expect.
darn.
guess i have to make it clear.
im sory, but reality is cruel.
please .. stop contacting me. =(
yar..
this is my decision.. ..

spent the afternoon sorting out my husband ablums..
and came out with the list that i had not buy. =)
tt list must be FULFILLED soon.

no $$ 2 buy CNY clothers..
the 1st CNY i feel so not looking forward. =(




dear fariy god-mother,
can i request for fruits tart to at least lessen my saddness?
not on CNY clothes. its for my heartbreaking heart.

maybe to some of you guys out there..

this might not be anything BIG or AMAZING..

but to this very person..

its already a very very big improvment!!

congrats, regular. =)

schedule for the rest of my NGEE ANN life.

- DOA Assignment (this week)
- Chinese Lunar New Year (next week)
- STUDY WEEK!
getting prepared for my EXAMS on the 19th and 22th.


its gonna be busy.
but ..
im gonna work hard. =)


buzz off~!

1.10pm ..

I COMPLETED MY SCM

ASSIGNMENT 2!!!



thanks bud for you companion. =)












i hope i pass my scm dou. =(

what more can i expect? =)



nothing beats hafing them to ton with me.





OOPS! SPOTTED!!

poly life is great ..

especialy with the companion of ..

my lovely darling..

and lovely bud. =)

not forgetting..

ANNOUNCED DROP DEAD AT 3.52AM~

LISTEN!

JUSTINE LOVES YOU GUYS. =)

will you ..





open the door for me?
pull my seat for me?
carry my heavy stuffs for me?
let me take the inside seats while on the bus?
let me walk before you?
play guitar and piano for me?
wipe my tears for me when i cry?
lend me your shoulders in the cinema with horror movies and on the bus?
not mind my size and face complexion??
most importantly..





marry me?


HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!

OKAY 吗？
i'll take it as a yes then!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

我是周太太！=X

我找不到 _我到不了

你所谓的将来的美好~

___________________________________________________

im glad you are willing to share with me. =)
i promise .. i will be good listening ear.
you can count on me.

darling ..
im so so gonna count on you to book my hubby's movie on 初一 alright?
only you have credit card.
please confirm with me on ur "attendance" ..
i don wanna miss my huby show. =( hee.

life been realy smooth recently.
im starting and beginning to love 2oo8.

i love erjie.
she got our room furnished and "decorated" till so nice..
=)
i love that my charger is just beside my bed.
she always know what i needs. =)
OH! and my bed faces the television STRAIGHT!
i can lie on my bed and watch TV! hahaha.


lots of movie coming up man!
love love. =)


keep this going.. i don wanna miss a thing.

我老公又有新的作品了~ =)
大家多多支持啦~
记得喔！

二月七号~ 嘻嘻。。

凡是想看这部戏的人，
尽管约我！
我一定奉陪~ =D


听一下，
这是刚刚出炉的影片主题曲。

周大侠！

粉“口爱”喔！！=D

8.22am ..
farewell WDD Assignment 1. =)



pin no high hopes ..
recieve more heart warming results.

人嘛~
我相信每个人都是自私的。。
包括你和你，
每一个人！

不管你是为了爱情， 友情，事业，学业，还是利益 。。
我相信每个人都会想到自己才想到别人~
我也不例外 。。我承认！
不管和你多好的朋友，始终还是会把你放在他们的身后。
虽然很残忍，
但是这还是我们必须要面对的事实。

人家常常说，
迟到好过没到。。
但你觉得迟到的关怀还来得及？还有用吗？

假设，
我正站在屋顶，准备要跳下去了。
但只是在等着你叫我别跳。。
如果你那句“别跳”来的太晚，
而我也已经没耐心的再等。。所以选择了放弃。。
你觉得还有用吗？



想想看吧~ =)



起码这一次，我靠我自己~ =）

MY LOVE~ =)

2 hours more. =)




JAY .. HERE I COME~~~~!!!

mood's getting better and better as the days pass by.
what to do?
i'm unbeatable. =)
thanks for everyone that stood behind me all these while.
your concern is realy very much appreciated.

so many assignment to complete mans!
never been so busy in my entire NP life.
arghhh!

oh. im in love
with onion head.. just in case you do NOT know. hee.




and TA DA~~~..


omg! please dont kill pinch me. =P

click on the picture to ENLARGE! =)






dear fairy god-mother,
i have no slight idea why you are aware that i needed a watch..
so so thank you for making my wish come true. =)
you're great.


and its PUMA! =)

thanks for your concern. =)

everyone of you.

as promise to my laopo, my blog entries will be back in english agn. =)

so busy lar.

everyday practically no time to breathe.

assignments are piling up like no tml.

supposingly exciting de last sem isnt exciting at all..

im beginning to look forward in graduation.

throw it away.

forget yesterday.

I'LL make the great escape. hahaha.

new item on my wishlist.

PHILIPS SWAROVSKI IN-EAR PHONES. =)

sure cost another big bomb!!

benxiong~

please take back your mp3!!

my true frend,

you have my promise. everyt mentioned are secret.

thanks for being the one that never fails to brighten my day.

i seriously do love you, dou we seldom contact.

as wads you said ..

u r far way infrnt. =)

love you, PL.

2 days more to meet my husband.

对不起~

你的温柔我不值得拥有。

雨后， 就会天晴朗~








我是根杂草，
永不言败~



昨天哭过的我已经收拾好心情，
准备走更遥远的路。






只要笑一笑，没什么大不了的。

我很难过~
有人知道吗?

一直表现出坚强的我何苦不是也需要一个肩膀?
我的痛苦, 煎熬, 又有谁知道?
又有谁愿意知道?


我终是付出我的一切一切,
因为我在意你们对我的看法.
别人对我说不要去在意别人这么看我,
但我做不到~

我做不到!!


那么想给你们全部的我,
你们懂得我的痛苦吗?


对~
是我不和你们分享..
那是因为我不想我的痛苦会影响到你们.
我愿意承担所有的一切..
因为对我来说,你们得快乐是我生活的原因.



感情淡了,
我们走不到尽头.
但, 我不后悔付出过的所有..

你们全部却只会丢下我离去.



扔下那没有防备会失去你们的我~




破碎的心,
在滴血的心,
没有你们而不完整的心,
你们在乎吗?



要走全部走!
走!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go ahead. appear offline on me forever.

过去的誓言都已随风而去~


im starting to hate 2oo8!

这世界上真的有所谓的

“愿意付出一切但不求任何回报”

的人吗？



对于我们，
我以没什么话好说了。
反正，
在你们的心里已经对我下了评论，
那我就带着在你们心里的“我”来配合你们。
过去让它过去~

its gonna be a VERY VERY busy week for me.

I have 2 assignments to complete at the end of this week.

with these 2 assignments on hand,

i had to make so much sacrifice. =(

no more working for me until the assignment is completed,

which means ..

lesser vitamin M for me to shop for CNY apparels.

damnit!

lesser hours of sleeps too!

OMG!!! =(

i never hate going sch so much. arghh!!

something encouraging though..

4 days more. love. =)

yeay yeay. envy me ba! i AM going to my husband's concert. =)

不要再看不起我了！

我也有自尊心的好不好！






















这感觉已经不在。。
努力挽回会有用吗？

you deserve better. =)
to ALL out there whom are being hurt by LOVE.
golden songs from my sweetest sweetheart. hahaha.


put it down..
let it go ..
and move on. =)


the world is not gonna stop rotating and wait for you to recover.
the longer you take to let go ..
the more you are gonna lose.

i know..
its easier to speak then to make any action.
therefore, i wont rush you in anything.
i will wait patiently .. just beside you. =)


whenever you feel that you are strength-less to move one,
slow down.
don't wory that you cant catch up with the rest,
cos i will still be there, walking hand in hand with you. =)


whenever you are feeling realy down,
ring me up.
i will fly to your side in the slighest amount of time i can,
and i will do whatever it takes just to bring back your smile and laughters.


and, whenever you are lonely,
think of me.
and TAAA DAAA~~
i will appear with my hyper-est self and entertain you.


REMEMBER,
I CAN LOSE THE WHOLE WORLD,
MY BOYFREND when i have one,


BUT I CANT AND

NEVER CAN LOSE YOU!














above words are for the annoyous important you too. =)
since you dont want to be mentioned.






i meant whats i said and i said what i mean!







rainy days are always good to sleep~
sleep away the pain and sorrow..
wake up with a fresh new day! =)
oks? *wink*

despite having a WONDERFUL lecturer,
i still HATE Programming to the hardest CORE!

i have no TALENT!
no POTENTIAL in anything and EVERYTHING related to IT!!

i seriously have no freaking IDEA why am i sitting in a class now of IT!
and i obviously had been wasting my past 3 years studying and learning a
FREAKING COURSE THAT I TOTALY HAVE NO INTEREST IN!

LIFE IS UNFAIR!
JUSTINE IS ANGRY!



I HATE PROGRAMMING!!!!





BOILING AT 100DC NOW!

got back my 1st test paper today..
sad to say that i flung my paper.
scored an awfully nice F~
the whole class im the only failure.
HAH!
wads a nice beginning of 2oo8 har?
aiya~!
so regret i did not remember to take a pic of my grades.
HAHAHA!!
when i say i did badly, i meant it!

its so confusing at times.
o.O

assignments are so so piling up.
yeay yeay..
psycho me with "left with 1 and a half months liaos, hang on there".
bla bla bla..
i DID take u guys de advices into consideration.
and when i say im working hard, i meant it!
gonna put work aside and start concentrating on this last sem already.
damnit!
i need to work hard for my taiwan/HK trip and CNY clothes lar!!
SOB SOB!! =(

was browsing through SIM's website jus now..
and i got so interested in continuing studying.
lyk for once, study for the course that i haf interest in.
hais~
whether can pass this sem is already a problem..
tink so far for wads?
HAH!



anyway,
another 6 days more to freedom. =D






addicted to this song i've changed!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE!! =)

TRUST is the most important factor between two or more parties.
do you understand that how much i need you to haf trust in me?
friends do come and go.
BUT, some will leave nothing after their departure.
they do not matter as much as you.
when i say "forever" to you, it weighs much more to my "forever" to my boyfriend.
remember,
my boyfrend will never stand at the same rank/position as you!
therefore, keep your emo-ness away~
new friends do enter, but the old ones are always the sweetest and most important.
you hear me? =)



eternity are for friends.
MY friends. =)
[ darling.laopo.PL.sweetheart.baobei.jasmine.LW.honey][bud.spen.jeff.egghead.keith.hanxiang.benxiong.WSL.demin ]


i understand that relationship do develop after sometime.. *hor regular? =X*
thats why i will voice it outs to you.
its not that i cant accept it or trying to tease you guys.
hope that you guys realy understand,
i aint such petty!
it doesnt matter which rank we stand,
the thing that matter is that .. we are TOGETHER!
alright? =)

it hurts when my friends are down.
BUT my frend, whenever you are down ..
please dial my HP number or msn me.
cos you know, i will be there for you no matter what happen.
i allow you to cry on me,
or even take me as ur punching bag.
but i DO NOT allow you to keep ur "down" in urself!
you hear me??
treat me as ur frend, take me as your listening ear. =)



姐妹肩膀更温暖 =)





deleted all the pics in my HP!
a new start in the new year.





if you are reading this,
can i ask?
will you accept such a me?
such a me that puts friendship over you?
such a me that have tons of friends all around Singapore?
such a me that can pang seh you for any of my friends stated above?
such a me that yearns for freedom with my friends?
does such a me deserve your love?
will you love such a me with 101% of ur heart?
or do you prefer to be my friend and walk eternity with such a me?

at times..
i do not really know how to make decision.
but i chosed to believe that ..
after i have chosen this particular road..
i will defeat all obstacles, and continue walking on that road. =)


hard to believe,
but i do haf moments when i feel lonely and alone.
and all i can do is to laugh over the times..
sit at one corner and hope someone can brighten my day up.


worked my ass off for IMM cartel for this year's countdown.
no regrets.. totaly. =)


conuted down with my two irreplaceable frends i made in cartel.
they are fun, real and most importantly, willing to trust and treasure me.
these 2 are realy different from the rest i had.
their straight forward totally knocks me outta my lala land,
and smack me hard awake.. dragging me back to reality.
dou being the oldest among them,
im the one they are looking after at the end of the day. =X



Lee Wei and Jasmine,
谢谢你们~
真的！
我爱死你们了~
我要这样一直在咖啡店聊天到天亮，一直到老！好吗？=)








oh! LW brought 2 sparkles ..
intending to light them up with me at the strike of 12am,
welcoming 2008's arrival.
but she told me that, these sparkles are from last year de chirstmas!!
i mean .. it had been more than a year!
are you sure it still can light dem and sparks beautifully?

without bothering wads i said,
LW lighted the 1st sparkle at 12am sharp ..
and ..
TA-DA~!




BUT!!
LW's sparkles was not able to light up =(
we tried a million and zillion times..
it just failed.
den she added on .. "这代表我这一年会有多 suay".
she scarifice her happiness for me. =(

she insisted in giving it to me as she still has another one.
before my sparkles ends and her knowing her sparkles cant spark,
she still refuses to hold mine. =(

lee wei,
我说过了~
你把幸福给了我，
我就会和你分享这幸福。
你不要担心~ =)
我怎会舍得你不幸福呢？
你有我的吻就代表你会多幸福了！！ 哈哈哈~



here,
i will would to thank ALL that had walked through 2007 with me.
thanks for all the tolerating and effort spent on me.
i still hope that we will walk on together with many years. =)






justine wishes you a HAPY 2008!









败给你 爱上你 看不见你会生病
原来我也有 害怕你 突然不见的危机