im so thirsty but im lazy to leave my sit and get a drink.

morning shift today again.
rushed a FULL day of doing some presentation slide yesterday,
hence decided to slack abit now 1st..
*labour rights.* (:

was reading through all the blogs i had in my list,
and i realised that a number of things had changed.
to my lost,
i think i have lose enough number of friends already.
isit too late to keep u guys coming back?

i dono where and what went wrong.
cos of no time?
not enough committment to each other?
not enough communication?
or simply cos, im not good enough for you to treasure?

i hate it when i feel the "lost" for friends.
shit!
daring to admit,
i hate it that i've lost darling, bud and irene for now.
lost even in the slightest manner that we are not like before.

i simple hate this fucking feeling.
damnit!
arghhhhh.

we were once so closed..
cos of misunderstanding here and there. we broke it.
i thought it was suppose to last forever,
or either i told we promised each other that it would last forever?
maybe it was my one-sided assumption?

it hurts exteremly more when i did something to earn you back,
but i got back nothing.
i know when giving, we cant expect anything back in return,
but....
ahhh! damnit.
i shall stop here.. (:


to you all, i miss you..
even if it doesn't means anything to you anymore.


please dont get offended if you are, cos im just speaking my deep thoughts.

the flu bug caught me eversince im back from Shanghai.
love was down with cough and sore-throat since the 1st day of our trip..
i tot i was strong to withstand all illness,
but yah!
it seems like its not. -__-

i hate it.
i cant breathe!
i need so much more strength to do so..
and its damn freaking me outs.
arghhhhhh!

Shanghai is a cold country and a nice country to SHOP!
its heavenly..
girls, we should really 1 whole day shopping there.
you wouldn't even know if u had already spend 1K!
and i meant SING DOLLARS!
only tt i have someone bside me controlling me ahs. hah.

packed my feelings,
went back to work the very next day upon my arrival.
was kinda hard.
so wanted to be TAI TAI and not work anymore!
hahahaha.
damnit.

travelling makes someone fat!
i gained 1KG from all the eating and slacking in Shanghai.


-______-


i miss you girls.
when can we meet up?? ):

登登登登



我回来了~~~~~~
(:

goodbye readers. (:


will be away for my honeymoon - 1st trip for 12days,
take good care of yourself yeay? (:
will update you guys when im back.

love you;


SHANGHAI,
HERE WE COME.

sign off;

justing~

few minutes ago..
a lady pushed open my CC door shouted and pointed afar
"Eh! Little boy missing ahs! he come from upstairs!"

siti, my colleague went out and carried him in..
little boy aged arnd 3 to 4 years was crying like mad.
siti brought him upstairs and no one seems to have lost a little boy.
she den carried her in to my office,
and to MACdonalds again when i asked if she did checked there.

she came back with the little boy
and a pack of small fries in her hands..
nope.
no one seems to lost a little boy..

mr seah, my other colleague went upstairs to search for any possible mommys or daddys looking for someone/
but NOPE!
no sights.

i went out to the premises,
no one!

suddenly, our malay trainer came in and asked..
"are you looking for someone who lost someone?"
he den told us that he saw a uncle running here and there,
screaming for someone.
and hence, he suspected he's the one we and the poor little boy are looking for.

not wanting to give up,
i went out to find this uncle.
and to my coincidence, i saw this uncle running panickly around and almost the same description as the malay trainer gave to me.
hence, i chased after him and asked if is looking for someone.

uncle was sweating.
uncle was tearing.
uncle was worrying.

im glad we found you, uncle. (:

after a day of slacking..
im kinda sians of going back to work.
dang.
10'Apr .. im long awaiting for you. (:

人家常常说,
真心的朋友不需要多..
我一直不认为, 直到我遇到你们.
我和你们的认识 只是短短的几天.
但是 你们却一直无微不至的照顾着我.
(:
在我們當中, 我是最小的.
而我也深深地感受到被疼愛..
雖然 我們很少見面
但是你們無時無刻 的 簡訊
卻一直提醒著我 你們一直都在我身邊 (:
謝謝你們, Moy 和 林! (:

(:

its the 6th! (:

2 days more to his arrival,
and 4 days more to our departure!
(:

went through so much so much on my own.
i dono if i can still hang on..
but i guess my heart wants me to.
its tough, and its going going to get tougher.
but,

TOUGH TIMES DON LAST, TOUGH MEN DOES!

therefore,
im going to hang on till the day my breathe stop.
at least for now is lydat lar! hahahaha.


if you have any ideal what i'm bluttering about,
shower me with your care and concern pls.
some nice advice would aid too.
im not greedy, mayb can i jus requests for POSITIVE ones? (:

family is love. (:

wuuuuuuhuuuuu~

im blogging to no one..











anyone there??

Anyone can become angry, that is easy.
But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose and the right way - that is not easy!

Aristotle
- The Nicomechean Ethics

Humans are just so weird.
Knowing that by doing smth will make oneself feels more terrible,
BUT out of curosity,
oneself WILL still do so, then causing ownself to be emo.
what the hell!

Let me talk about EQ - Emotional Intelligence.

Emotional Intelligence is consciously choosing thoughts, feelings
and actions to get optimal results in relationship with yourself and others.

EQ is not about being nice all the time. It's about being honest with yourself!

EQ is not about "touchy-feely". It's about being awareof your feelings and those of others around you.

EQ is not about being emotional. It's about being SMART with your emotions.

In order to have the abilities to have high EQ,
one must have EMPATHY and SOCIAL SKILLS!

Empathy: Sensitivity to others' feelings and concerns and taking their perspective; compassion; appreciating the differences in how people feel about things.

Social Skills: Ability to accurately read social situations and interact smoothly with others.


so.. do you have? (:

Feelings are mostly carry overs!
They canot be dumped away..
neither can they be erased away.
Therefore, you have to choose what you want to behave DESPITE everything that had happened to you the previous nght/day/week/month or even year.
its hard. but.. thats EQ.

Everyone have a choice, including ME and YOU!
You can end anything at your choice
BUT most people/of us did not/dare not!

TOUGH TIMES NEVER LAST! TOUGH PEOPLE DO!

when the goings get tough, the tough gets going.

Being happy and miserable, its the same amount of effort used.
so? choose wisely! *winks*

tadaaaa!
now that my blog is SO MY FACE,
i can admire myself more den ever. (:

din realise that FISH-BONE Diagram will come ever into my life again.
due to some upcoming project,
i need to produce this diagram once again.
and it made me so so so THINK so my poly times.
(:
sweet sweet memories..

supper-ed with PL and BIA after work@ 10pm..
great catch up and i hope for more coming up! (:

looking forward to THURS. *winks*

OH!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL! HEE HEE!
had a great time fooling my friends around.
(:
to those that recieve my sms,
no offence ahs. hee.

and of cos..
HAPPT 21ST BDAY, TIFFANY! (:
May prettiness stays with you till eternity yar?
(:




good luck, boy. (: