The Wolfman-ed despite knowing the rating is not very ideal.

And once again,

i proved myself this theory:

"The higher the expectation, the greater the impact!!"

This time round,

i had little (or either NIL) expectations,

as i was too desperate to have myself seated in the cinema to enjoy the sound system!!

Listen to me,

this movie is alright.

its not that bad.. (:

Lately,

i have found some FUN outta of my boring job,

and im happier this way!

wuhuuuuu;

not only at work wise.

alot of other matters i also 看开了;

i realised..

there are thousand million over kinda of characters in this world,

and you can't possibily be able to please everyone around you.

learning to put things down,

you will find yourself hafing a greater strength to move forward,

obviously lar! shoulders not so heavy already mahs!

:D

healthy lifestyle will make you a happier person too.

but ECP is super dangerous at night when the sun is down.

i should really feedback!

but,

to who? o.O

shut up!

i know who is our Senior Minister alright!

you know anot?!

oh.

and you really dont have to protect him until like that you know?

whatever he is,

its none of my freaking business.

totally stupid!

and flick my eyeballs again,

i will point you middle finger!

(:

True Legend-ed with B.

its been so long since i last watch a movie.

):

time is not enough..

someone please date me out for movies please?

my girlfriends are all so busy to entertain me.

i realise,

im better with guy friends.

no quarrel, no jealousy, no need to think twice before acting.

i seems to realise this since i was in primary school?

remembering those days where there were different cliques in the track team.

and the guys always go..

"how come the girls so troublesome ones?"

which i totally think its true lar.

and its happening agn..............

im telling B,

its like im out of girlfriends.

his reply was "you still got PL mahs".

so if i were to continue giving him reasons why i have no one,

i think right at the end,

he will realise..

i really have no one.

i then feedbacked to him..

"if only my friends are like your friends,

so sticky to you even if u treat them like dirt!"

then he answered:

"guys mahs. easier to handle"

which i raise my 4 limbs high into the air and agreed with him.

if there is a 来世,

i so wanna be a guy!

):

oh.

jay is so cute in the movie!

as i was about to start my day like totally happy,
until i came across this on my facebook!





i was like..
"what the fuck?!"

yar yar.
i usually don't use vulgarities,
but i just cant seems to believe that this is happening to me.
not ME,
but at this age of ME!
thinking about it,
we are already at the age of 20+ and someone can still behaves like this!

anyway,
curious about what i replied?
go take a look!

perhaps like 2 days ago,

she texted me on FB,

leaving an message saying "hi".

naturally, a normal person would click on her link,

thinking why so randomly someone u dont know would text you.

then i realise,

she texted me after creating a photo album.

at first,

i did not think too much,

though both of my family members think she is trying to protest or show off or something near to it.

but after today,

or either exactly 7 hours ago as of now,

i know her real motive!

so damn sad!

i thought someone commented on how beautiful i am during CNY! ):

back to the topic,

some of you who are out of my life's details lately..

there are the summary.

Tung, MY EX since HALF YEAR AGO,

had been staying at my place, MY ROOM since half year ago.

YEP.

we are already NOT together when he is taking a shelter at my place.

i know, how nice can justine be right? HEE!

but B is nicer cos he COULD actually tolerating me with my ex slping in the same room! (:

so lately,

tung decided to shift out,

claiming to my family and myself that he is staying ALONE when we ask out of curiousity.

he was saying smth like..

"i do not need to tell you because im not staying at your place anymore."

how arrogant!

he also claim that he made this comment because.....

ME: why didn't you tell me that you have quit your job and is moving out soon?

TUNG: why do i need to tell you when you don't tell me your stuffs too?

ME: because i need to answer my mom when she ask about your stuffs. when she ask do i know abt all this, i replied NO! and i was the one who asked u to move in, so it doesnt make sense that i don't know abt your stuffs!

TUNG: so u mean if i shift out, me and you are not friends anymore?

ME: i realise i cant communicate to you anymore. last qns, did you change your insurance address to MY house address?

TUNG: yes.

so PEOPLE,

am i in any position to ask SINCE he is staying in house?

grrrrrr;

anyway,

he claims that i chased him out with the fact that B came to my place.

whats wrong with my friend coming up to my place?

furthermore he is more than a friend.

he is two. cos he has a big head! hahahaha;

do i even need to seek for his permission?

with any reason he can come up with to accuse me,

i can also relate back that he is DYING to shift out,

to stay with his gf who he had been showering LOVE since day 1?

guys are weird.

but girls are weirder!

why come and irritate me for no reason?

aint staying together gives you 2 have more chance together?

and tung can actually say that.

"i dont know what games you girls are playing,

but i need a job and a room to stay!"

if we 2 were playing games,

then i would wanna complain!!

its not fair that im in the game, but i no chance to play!

playing of game should be fair wads!

like wii!

each one once?

:D

all i need were to stupidly accept her as my friend in fb,

thinking that she wants to be friend with me,

but instead,

leaving those nasty comments on my fb!!

for all that i know,

she might have already printed out (tung could have gave her those he left behind) my photos and

draw on my face? ):

or even threw darts at me in their new room!

poor justine! ):

anyway,

all this matters,
i never once wanna blog out to let anyone know.
but since this is getting out of hand,
i dont mind revealing the truth.

if you are standing in my world,

and seeing the same frequency as me,

i think you will understand me and the things.

and i texted him lately,

because he still has some stuffs in my place,

some stuffs included his clothes, his bags and some of our photos and letters which he left conveniently in the drawer i sacrificed for him during his stay.

to my understanding,

things left behind when you are shifting are things that are NOT wanted,

which is equivalent to RUBBISH?

hence, i threw them away.

which he happens to have another reason behind it,

"i left those pictures behind because i don't want you to forget abt this

(which i believe is us?)"

so what is marg mad abt?

i really dono..

can anyone enlighten me?

so i should NOT text him,

and donate away ALL his clothes and bags to the home?

and i also should NOT reply him when he text me AND MY FAMILY MEMBERS?!

this is weird.

and also,

..........................................

pls count the number of dots.

(:

i know this is even later then Cynthia,
but nvm right?
cos Chinese New Year consist of 15 days,
hence all,

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!

how was ur CNY celebration so far?
hope your ans will be a positive ones.

how was ur vday celebration?
hope yours did not end up gambling at someone place's,
just like me.
i know i know. sunday right? :P

i love CNY.
i love to visit my relatives.
i love to 扮美美 as its the only time you can wear very nice w/o having any reason.
i love to eat the Chinese New Year goodies.
i love to take ang baosssss!
i love to gamble with my 损友!
most importantly,
i love the fact that my family and me had spent another CNY together.
(:

im glad CNY has 15 days,
and im so gonna make full use of it!
(:
can i go ur house to help you finish your Chinese New Year goodies?
and take ang bao too?
HEE!
do text me if its a YES alright??
LOVESSSS!!

once again,

most sincere greetings from 娃,

虎年行大运！(:

took half day off to visit my sister Matilda today.
Thank you jenny for allowing me to do so.
(:


Both mother and daughter are great now,
thanks for everyone who cared!


Matilda was very naughty!
she just kept slping thru out the whole hour we were there.
no matter how we disturb her,
she just kept her eyes close!!
twist and turn abit,
move move her lips,
then continue to slp again!
ingore our existence.. ):


but nvm lar,
at least i can snap as many photos as i like!
photos can be found here;

so darn happy now!

:D

little Matilda just makes everyone so happy!

some of you might have known,

some not.

but......

im offically aunty justine
at 10'Feb 2010 @ 7pm!

:D

no words can express how i feel now,

unless you have the same experience before.

so yar!!

happy aunty justine is going to bed,

and going to see her pretty niece tml!:D

adios~~~~~~~~~

i do not understand..

why i wasn't able to buy any clothes for CNY this year.

nothing just can't seems to caught my eye.

so disappointing!

hais~

is wearing old clothes still counted as Chinese NEW year??

o.O

anyway,

i wanna thank you all for coming to my place last weekend,

making the annual steamboat rountine at my place possible.

DARN! I FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOS!!!!

specially thanks to

老婆, spencer, darling, jerome, bia, rongq, daren, shilong and not forgetting,

B! (:

of cos to my family members who workes so hard,

to make our dinner so sucessfully!

i also dono but i felt like it was my bday that night! -__-

that night was fun.

wii-ed. monopoly deal-ed and mahjong-ed!

:D

whos place next?

Morning people..


i started off my day with quite a happy mood.
B purposly woke up just to wake me up for work,
rongq also text me just to make sure im up for work.
I the got into a cab successfully when i left home,
and reach work rationally in time for work.
But my mood was dampened after i saw these..

i shall rephrase,

"dampened" should not be the word.

disappointed should be it.

actually i know these photos had been up for quite some time,

but some are still quite relatively new.

well, i should say..

im affected somehow.

we used to be close and now that im the extra one.

they had been together since sec1,

and i just nice entered their picture from the year i retain in sec3.

i never really belong to their clique since the beginning.

how can i be squeeze into anywhere of their 9years friendship?

though knowing these fact,

its still quite hard for a normal person to feel "nothing" upon looking at these pictures,

and conveniently rmb that we were once close.

i tried to amend things,

but seems like im still the extra one.

B always encouraged me to make the 1st step,

and also offered his place for us to play mahjong.

stayed thru with me knowing that im going to be super x1000 awkward during the game.

and i thank you for that, B. (:

stupidly,

i thought things are going to be better,

like maybe i'll be asked along for their meet ups or what.

but, reality is just so annoying!

i mean you girls,

dont be mad at me or what.

im just voicing out my thoughts.

im not mad, just pure disappointed..

simply becos i care.

(:

and i hope, you girls would just read as a reader,

and not take my words into heart.

i always tell people,

things done after mentioning are redundant.

right, B?

so, don't need to date me just to entertain this foolish me,

im alright after writing out here.

(:

sometimes i think,

do i really have my own clique?

in my own world,

my clique consist of laopo, darling, cynthia, PL, bia and hart.

but to think carefully,

all of them already has their own clique since donkey years ago.

laopo has tiffany and audrey.

darling has her seconday school friends, or should i add in UNI friends too now?

cynthia has her secondary school clique too.

PL has her XYZ,

and bia has her subway gang too.

hart defintely has her own clique

and was officially missing since million years ago..................

can't help but think,

im just a shelter, or perhaps bustop where they ocassionally stop by to rest.

hah.

so at the bottom line,

wheres my clique?

does Justine even has a clique???