Tuesday, August 25

i suddenly remembered that i had the worst 21st birthday.
):

i did not take much pictures with any of my friends.
i did not have a theme.
i did not have much interaction with my guests.
dang;
this sucks.

recalling a year back..
i held my 21st birthday at Pasir Ris.
had a long list of hundred over guests,
but canot remember how many turn up.
some asked did not turn up,
some not asked automati showed up. @@

it was a busy night.
i think the clique which i chatted most are my mahjong kahs.
HAH!
caused we played all the way till dawn!

i remembered my cartel friends were drunk,
and both of them vomitted in my rooms!
-_-

damn!
im going to have another BIG birthday to replace my 21st agn!
i don care!

My 21st Pathetic Birthday;


















































i think this is the only best memory?
thanks to BUD! (:




see!
how sad?!
every one dressed so nicely for their 21st!!
andi looked like just some secondary school kid hosting a damn chalet.
grrrrrrr!!!!


OH YA!
thats all the pics that i took.
like how sad right?
NO PHOTOGRAPHER AT ALL!
PATHETIC!
JUSTINE, YOU ARE SO DAMN PATHETIC!!!!!!!


I WANNA ANOTHER 21ST BIRTHDAY!!
I WANNA ANOTHER 21ST BIRTHDAY!!
I WANNA ANOTHER 21ST BIRTHDAY!!






The Proposal
-ed with Jerry.
its a nice show.
those typical ang moh show.
somehow,
the story seems abit rushing off to end.
could have more twist in the stories to make the movie more interested.

Singapores uses this poster correct?? o.O



Laughing Gor Turning Point
-ed with my boys.
OH! Liduan sweetly joined us too.
(:
she still remembers its my birthday,
how lovely of her. *winks*
i would say this movie is nice if u did watch their drama.
director of this show is super good.
he changes the character you are suppose to hate SECRETLY!
yes, he is that good.
a must catch movie. (:



stay strong, jie. (:
hope to see u back in ur smiles soon..

Saturday, August 22

this year celebration for my birthday,
is on the roll................. (:

time is super pack.
every free time is so precious to me.
time management + organising meant super important to me during this period.

i hope everyone remembers the date i've dated you out. ):
sorry for the super pack timing tt,
i've no choice.


First it hurts then it don't
Though my heart says it won't
With a love like you
Boy it's wrong when it's right
I'm stuck in this fight
With myself over you
What am I supposed to do?




its not going to be a good birthday this year.

karma will lie on you, justine.



Thursday, August 20



course ended @ 12pm yesterday.
not satisifed with my harvest,
hence decided to continue my shopping spree..

went to Toa Payoh first to run some errands,
and i must say..
TPY IS SUPER HUGE!!
TPY IS SUPER HUGE!!
TPY IS SUPER HUGE!!
n i stupidly lost my way TWICE in 3 hours! this is shit!
oh.
and i bought a dress there too;
they have nice clothings you know..
*winks*

met darling at Far East Plaza to continue my itch!
sad to say + suprisingly enough,
i got nothing from there. ):

i think heaven is quite far to though.
because while waiting for bus home,
A CUTE AMERICAN SPOKE TO ME!!
he's so cute, so shy and so well-mannered.
i basically had to speak softer, laugh softer and even breathe slower!
mans. its a rare and precious moment to treasure. (:
he's name is Elder Leavitt, American, staying in a farm.
a full time volunteer serving at his church.
he teaches the younger children on Christianity.
he's stationed in Malaysia most of the time.
learn Bahasa Malay in 3 months time, purely from a book.
asked me "Ni Hao Ma?" when i repiled tt, "Yes, im a Singaporean!"
he has stage fright, he used "Horrible fright" instead.
he thinks Singapore is busy, crowded and clean.
he's abt frightened when he 1st came to Singapore, due to its population.
he will be staying in singapore for another 4 more months.
and asked me to visit him upon passing me his namecard.
he's very shy,
so shy until..........................
HE
DID
NOT
ASK
FOR
MY
NAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sobs*


well, he's a nice guy. (:
nice knowing you, leavitt.




Burno-ed with Darling..
guess its our problem,
because we did not seems to enjoy or even understand the movie at all.
its damn RA-TED!!

anyway,
I BOUGHT 2 PAIR SHOES TODAY!!!
SUPER HAPPY!!!

YEAY!!
SHOPPING MAKES A GIRL HAPPY!!
but, will be happier if its on someone else.
A-HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

why do i long and not long for saturday to come?


With love,
Justine,娃

Wednesday, August 19

im a happy girl..
despite the fact of waving goodbye
im a happy girl because..

I WENT ON A SHOPPING SPREE TODAY!!!!!! :D

I WENT ON A SHOPPING SPREE TODAY!!!!!! :D

I WENT ON A SHOPPING SPREE TODAY!!!!!! :D

ended course @ 4.30pm today.
went down Plaza Sing to meet darling and bud..
they were late,
SO i awarded myself by buying myself 3 dresses!! (:
*good job, 娃*

been hafing the urge to buy myself a birthday gift for quite some days already..
i know! i treated myself for REDANG TRIP NEXT WEEK for birthday
mommy cant blame me for that.
its the only time i allow myself to buy so many clothes at a time,
apart from chinese new year lar!
correct? (:

i was down. moody. emo'ing..
BUT shopping makes a girl happy!
YAY!!!! :D

and it did not stop...
its super addicitive!
we walked from PS to Cine, deciding to squeeze in the Emax room for movie;
BUT!!!
i accidently bought another dress and a bikini!!!
:D
YAY!!!
shopping makes a girl happy!!
:D :D :D

BUT..
im not done!
not done till until with a pair of shades and shoes yet! *winks*



oh.
something random..


Where Got Ghost-ed with Jerry;
Justine Rating: 6/10
din hold too much of a expectation, hence not very disappointed! (:
its kinda funny, though.



super duper happy!
(:
shall continue shopping
TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!



With Love,
Justine.娃

Monday, August 17



people say,
after the storm and wind,
the sun will still rise and shine afterall.
its only the matter of time..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........


the matter of fact is,
how much time is required?
and how long someone can endure till the stormy season is over?

swimming in a pool of confusion and distraction..
i kinda lost my aim in life.
i do not know what used to be pulling and motivitng me to move on till today.
surrounded by a new environment,
i realise i will need to change and adapt.
but, the problem is..
can i?

there will be a need to adapt to every single detail in my life.
family, friends, colleagues..
am i prepared?

way of life will change too..
being treated different, with a different group of people.
is this what i really hope for?



super duper confusing!!


random'ly.. 1st 3d movies with clique:









as the days get lesser baby,
i long for your hugs and kisses.
i pictured the days without your warmth and care,
i don not know how to describe that sence.
the one holding my hand, is not you.
the one holding ur arm, is not me.
what is right? what is wrong?
i guess none of us has the answer to it already..






baby,
no matter what,
please remember that i love you,
and that my kisses are sincere and true;



With Love,
Justine'娃





Saturday, August 15

menses ache are furious lately.
damnit.
i told you that i wanna be a guy already!
arghhhhhhhhh;

caught a couple of movies lately..



The HangOver-ed
with PT, rongQ, jon and jinhong;
Super CUTE and FUNNY movie.
i just came to realise,
theres always a rongQ in any movie.
hahaha;



Overheard-ed with Jerry;
louis koo is the main and only attraction. (:



Up-ed with bud, cyn and darling;
another rongQ in the movie!!
the little boy is super cute.
watched the 3d version,
apparently only i enjoyed apart from bud, cyn and darling.
):



Murderer-ed with bud;
totaly unpredictable storyline..
kinda freaky dou.



G.I.Joe-ed
with PT and 9 other of his policemates;
only 1 word to describe,
AWESOME!!



Orphan-ed with Jerry;
speechless.........................................
its the atmosphere, i know bitch! :P

mahjong addict is back.
with more kahkis!
i miss that smell pungent, baby.
hahahaha.
oh ya. i lost 46bucks 2days back;
freak!




hey baby,
how does it felt to totally misunderstood me?
does it guilts you?
does it bothers you?
now you know,
afterall its not me correct?
(:

Tuesday, August 11

happy birthday,
Mr Goh and 娃娃!! (:

colleagues are nice enough to made a small party for the august babies.
we had,
933 golden pillow (3 boxes),
KFC (10pcs of CRISPY chicken),
and a non fat birthday cake!

its completely TOO MUCH for us to handle.
im bloated since 1pm.
kill me.










i love my colleagues;