i hate it when im mad at you.
but;
i love it when you try to ease my anger.

you always know/rmb how to bring back my smile,
thank you boy. (:



it was a sweet sweet call.
(:

farewell Michael Jackson.
hope you are on your way to a better place,
better than Never Never Land. *winks*

and i quarrelled with love because of your death.
you stand a better place in his heart than me. (:


世界上最残忍的就是 我爱你 但又不能爱你

你要坚强，
这不是最好的决定 是个大家都不要的决定。
但是 这真是认真考虑很久的答案，
是个每个人都知道总有的结果 只是没人要去接受


现在 以是时机
我们也得残酷的接受了。


再见了，
要好好照顾自己。。 （：

oh.
anyway,



congrats to you,
Pauline & Husband. (:

wish you and your husband will have a happy and lovely marriage. (:

was surfing around the net,

then ended up in Friendster!

tried to log in,

but simply forget everything.

everything includes "EMAIL" and "PASSWORD".

retrieve necessary details,

and successfully logged in.

and to my surprise,

DARLING IS STILL USING FRIENSTER!

OMG!

DARLING!!!!!!!

you realy surprised me lehs! hahaha;

i totaly neglected friendster lar.

omg.

i will sign off, still in shocked state!

娃 with her adorable darling,

who is still using friendster. (:

backed from kch;
relaxed. enjoyed. exhausted and loved.

4d3n was pretty short,
but still; better than nothing! (:

my 2nd trip there,
and its still kinda SWAY!
not kinda..
i should say VERY suay! damnit.
im still burning by the thought of it.

fined when leaving Singapore cos luggage overweight.
fined again when stepped into kch cos carried too much wine.
fined AGAIN when leaving kch cos luggage over weight AGAIN!
damn.
beat me in my suayness.

forget the unhappiness,
rmb only the memorable ones.
(:
boyfriend's family totally treated me like their own,
which made me kinda touched and loved.

trip cant be explained with words,
shall let pics do the talking;

best scence from the plane;


on the car along the way to the caves;




i love this! does it looks like a bear to you? it does to ME!


the 1st cave; WIND CAVE~




its much more scary than i thought;




the bats;


the GAINTIC SPIDER;


the uncles;


the stoned formed when water dripped.
it was said to be over like hundred over years?
this practically touched the ground.
perfect natural scene.




the next; FAIRY CAVE~


this is what i call 毛毛虫!


the "3jump ripple" boyfriend threw,
but camera was too slow. ):


another horrible scene, the ENORMOUS spider!










the sinagi hill;


you can carry a bag of sand or stones with you,
while you climb this forest.
purpose: its actualy a plc where the chirstians come n pray.
hence, its a kinda of their beliefs;


look at my sweats;




the ant won the millipede!
spot them fighting;



the perfect reunion;



the trophy his brother won;
top male athlete in his sch and broke the 1997 Long Jump Record,
how handsome, correct? (:
well done, ZAI!



Last but not least,
the perfect pair;





i had a great time love,
(:
Thank you for everything, including yourself!


my house offically;


anxious. nervous. cant wait for the new kitchen to appear! (:











With love,
娃~

more pics uploaded in facebook. (:

thank you for the honey milk tea;
(:
its bring little 娃娃 a smile for her busy working day!
very much appreciated~




its from a lower secondary kid;


isit publised all over my face that i'm always late for work?

i realy dont understand Singaporeans!
especially this aunty sitting right infrnt of me!

how can you scream and make a din here when everything is your damn fault?!
it totaly makes so sense,
BUT only make you MORE SILLY!

how can you even afford to be angry in the 1st place?
omg!

courses starts on 3rd June,
and you make payment like TODAY (17 June),
class is FULL and u scream here and there like a mad woman?
GOD!
what is going on in your mind?

WHO cares if you joined the class for more than 5 years?!
doesn't tt FURTHERMOER shows that you can't make this mistake?
god!



wawa relax;
relax relax..

grrrrrrrrrrr;

jus came back from my dental appointment;
my first ever since sec 4!
damn.

it was nothing scary, i told myself.
and im rather convinced,
until the doctor told me..
"its gonna hurt a little"~

omg, was the next thing i told myself.

i know i will bleed alot,
tts wads i confess to the doctor before she starts anything.
her words are kinda smoothing,
hence i smile and closed my eyes.

the whole process was kinda noisy,
but as usual,
im stronger than i expected. (:

soon, half an hour was over,
and its time for the evaluation.


Justine, i realised that you still have 2 milk teeth ahs.
and also, your 2 top wisdom tooth had already grown;
but not your bottom 2.
it this weird.
if in future you encounter any pain in your lower gums,
please go to the hospital and do an x-ray~


OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its the recent curiousty,
curious about my status with my boy.
either its me or its him;
but i guess its still between me and him? (:

sometimes when everything come together as a whole,
it will become a hu ha.
do you really care or you are jus mere k'po?
i dono, but im being so fake and plastic this time round.
shit.
im totaly weak when im facing things alone.
SHIT!

just a summary to announce,
im still attached,
to the same stupid boy 栋!
we are still together and perfectly problems free. (:
thanks for all your concerns k'po should be the word,
i will remember to invite everyone who asked to our wedding k?
(:

dear dear, see!
we are so WELL like by the public; *winks*






are you satisfied now?

opened house for Jurong Spring CC this morning.
best thing is,
i woke up at 5.30am, but who cares?

was not really as busy as expected,
crowd was okay and i love my YECians.
not only they do themselves proud, they made me able to lift my heads up in the office too. (:

Guys,
even though i know u wont be reading this ... but,

GOOD JOB GUYS!!
*HUGSSSSSSS*


towned with clique,
caught this excellent movie that
i say : "ITS A MUST WATCH LAR!!!!!"



its super supER SUPERR FUNNY!!!
i swear!!! hahahahha;
whole cinema was flooded with darling and my laughter.
dang!
thats wads i like abt going to the movies,
u will not be exposed
hee hee. must watch ahs. (:




wasn't at home when they needed me.
im feeling damn guilty.
yes.
i guilt every single moment im outside with my friends.
maybe except i was in the movies.
but i swear when the credits screened off,
i so hope i can str8 away teleport home.
shit!
sorry mommy, daddy, erjie and baby. ):
i think i should stay at home more

been rather messy recently.

kept forgetting appointments and agreed meet ups with friends.

yep.

i do have an organizer,

but i forget to flip it through the night b4 i close my eyes you see;

work was kinda peace this week.

hope i hope i have more coming up,

come to mama! *winks*

fantastic movie;

never laughed so much since you're gone

(:

so many more movies to chiong.

DATE ME QUICK!!!!!

刚看完另一个偶像局,,

这一次,
我的感触非常非常的 "丰富",
因为 那剧情 跟我有间接的关系..

我发现,
我其实还蛮像女主角的.
同样的坚强个性, 同样的喜欢自己隐藏伤痛和痛苦的习惯,
也同样的 彼此的爱人必须离开自己的身边,
但是 就有一点和我不一样..
就是 她的爱人只必须离开她两年,
就那么短短的 两年!

在戏里,
男女主角因为年龄的差距 而发生了一连串的事件,
刚开始,
只有男主角在努力的弥补它们之间的问题,
而女主角只会默默责备自己老, 然后慢慢的把自己强盛的信心给抛得远远的,
结果, 他们终于闹翻了.

他们的问题 就处于
因为相处的时间太短, 还来不及了解对方~

但是,
真爱是无敌的, 是伟大的!
只要有爱, 一切的难题都会化为乌有.
你们说 对吧?

当女主角知道男主角可能会离开她时,
她的心情, 我比你们任何一个人都了解..
但是 她比我幸福多了.
男主角不但决定不走. 还更加的努力, 想要给她全世界最最最稳重的承诺和安全感..
那当然, 在爱情里,
女人本来就比男人少了那么一点点的勇气,
所以

真正的原因
就在于她对自己太没有自信了!
对自己没有信心,
就会一直怀疑对方,
如果不克服自己心中的恐惧,
就没有办法恢复到一个
平等的姿态来维持这段关系.

如果愿意想开,
只需要一秒钟就可以了,
不是吗?
(:

浪漫的故事情节,
往往距离我们现实生活中 总是那么的遥远.
故事的结局,
往往都是男女主角到最后都回过着幸福快乐的日子.
但是 在实现生活中呢？
这永远都是一个谜。。。


我会跟女主角一样，
坚强 勇敢 努力 的过没有你在的日子，
因为我和她一样
知道自己的努力，一定会换来跟美好的幸福的！
(:





亲爱的，此时此刻的我






好想你。

tired.
but still..
chionged 2 movies last midnight!



Blood The Last Vampire - Disappointment




Terminator - Awesome! (:


Thanks for the crazy companion~!
Shall we chiong more movies agn?
*winks*

its always a fantasy for me..
for me to receive gifts in my office;

thanks __________ for fulfilling my dream! (:


bob for apple strudel~




kiat for sweets~


and brother for biscuit! (:

make me happy, exchange for my smile.

i'll give you my office's address.

8, Jurong West St 52 S'pore 649296

heh!

its my first time doing projects, and im realy anxious about it.
But im not ready to accept 3 projects at 1 shot.
damnit.

i suffocate, suffocating, suffocated!!
BOOM!

1 event, 2 committees, 200 performance, 200 participants,
400 tickets.

design 1 ticket, copy and paste and make it into fours.
print 100 pcs of them.
cut them into 400pcs individually, and cut each and every 400pcs with dotted knife.
chop serial number on every pcs, but 3times.
which makes 1200 times of chopping.
to wrap it up,
i think i damaged/threw/destroyed like 20pcs?

so,
what's my jobscope?

to train me in producing perfect TICKETS!! (:

永遠在身邊

Baby boy 永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得 我們要一起生活
不管晴天的時候 不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久 我們要一起生活

眼淚 她為你流過 也為自己掉過
對於你們的愛 她總是抱著堅強的笑容
錯過那些時間 謝謝她的守候是時候
緊緊牽她的手 帶她到你的城堡裡

最近還好嗎 想念的心開不了口
枯想著妳有沒有好好過 擔心著妳每天生活
你好嗎 最近如何
照顧身體工作加油
我一個人也會勇敢好好過 不讓你擔心多一秒

想念著 每天每秒我們故事 每天每秒說好的事
兩個人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
你就是我的天使 給我力量能夠堅持

那些關心問候 翅膀一樣的雙手
是我最幸福的所有


心裡也有你建的角落 脆弱時我能夠躲一躲

妳愛我像翅膀一樣溫柔的手 我要抱著妳不要再錯過
你的愛是最藍那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home (are you?)

Baby boy 永遠永遠手牽手 一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得我們要一起生活
不管晴天的時候 不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久 我們要一起生活

幸福 少了妳在身邊不會完整
人潮中朝你走來那張可愛微笑的臉孔這份愛 不是悸動
守護一輩子的感動這段路 踏著幸福的每一步 一起牽著手

心疼妳會睡不好 總是縮在床的一角
我要回來給妳依靠 哄妳看妳笑著睡著
照片裡你的微笑 我們甜蜜得打鬧
好希望微風把思念 代替我親吻你嘴角

想念著 每天每秒我們故事 每天每秒說好的事
約定好去看的風景 愛譜成了詩
你就是我的天使 給我力量能夠堅持

陽光燦爛午後 我又在街上走
你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身邊到不了 像個路人般看熱鬧
經過那個屬於我們的轉角 走過兩個人曾經逛的街
那些店還有熟悉的畫面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home (will you?)

Baby boy 永遠永遠手牽手 一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得我們要一起生活
不管晴天的時候不管下雨的時候 不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活

沒有辦法想像那畫面
一個孤獨的背影走在小公園
一顆心 需要暖 一雙手 需要牽故事要有美好結局 需要兩雙手來寫
永遠 不是只出現在童話裡的夢
在身邊 眼淚加了蜜糖甜
這句點 要完美畫在無名指上承諾的開始 戀人們 要一起珍藏







its still your backview..