maybe u already known .. or maybe not.

but..

i'm flying off for a short holiday like finally. =)

see ya all again.

tata~~

muacks.

love, 娃

21 November -





thank you. =)







i must say..
thank you all.
hanks for all the encouragement given upon knowing my down at work.
but, i have thought it thru le..
im no longer going to be sad abt it anymore. =)
i will whole heartedly accept my mistakens and sinsercely absorbed all the backstabbing and insulting going around the office.
i understand the fact tt i cant stop someone from speaking ill of me..
but at least i can stop myself from being EMO upon those ugly comments.
to round it up..
freak off. bitches! =)




one step closer to driving.

4days more.

emotions gushed up so recently.
i had so many times tt i wanna log on to blog..
just to blog my emo-ness away.

nope.
nothing to do with friendship and relationship,
i had given up anyway.

its about work.

have anyone ever asked?
hows my work?
how was i coping with working life while MOST of you are in the studying life.
how is my relationship with my colleagues and boss?
anyone? ever? NEVER~~~~~~

im down.
im practically down.

its so hard to please everyone around you.
and im so sick when im accused of.
damnit!
and i mean.. real damnit!

to all:
im hafing damn bad relationship with my boss now.
she practically hates me to the core for some unknown reasons.
yes. i am new *tts wads u always claimed* and still very unfamiliar with stuffs arnd me.
im careless.
im forgetful.
im BAD at ENGLISH which you attentively took my words and misunderstood them PURPOSLY.
im requesting for more vacation leaves.
*cant u just understand that i need time to adapt that i actually NEED your permission to travel instead of my PARENTS'?!!!!!!*

BUT..
what does it takes for you to badmouth me infront of other CC's colleagues?
do you stand any good there?
i realy don understand.

a good and RELIABLE friend told me..
"only speak those matters WHICH u can handle the consequences!"

therefore,
im able to take any consequences even if you read this entry.

you insulted me everywhere.
internally and externally.
you hurt me. deeply.

i became so small when i face those pple WHOM i know u badmouthed me to.

tell me,
wads did i do to deserve this from you?


im starting to hate work.
especially when you are in my area of vision.

at work,
everyone is a lie. everyone puts a mask. everyone is fake.

but,
im not quitting.
im not leaving.
im not even going to be sad ANYMORE!!
from this point of time..
im going to be the new ME!

first step..

NOT TO BE LATE FOR WORK!

which can SHUT U UP TOTALLY, BITCH! =)







i need apple strudel. =(((

13th and 14th November -

attended a course together with ahjie.

it feels very werid to be in the same class.

i thought it would be kinda fun,

but frankly it feels damn weird to be in the same class as your sister.

hahahahaha.

but of cos, it resulted in being FUN in overall ahs!=)

hardly can we work morning shift 2gether,

therefore dated mommy and ahboy outs after the class on 14th.

as expected,

my family is a "coffee addicted" family..

what ever and where ever we go..

there will be COFFEE!! =)

~TCC~

~Singapore Flyers~

ahjie wanted to get the tickets as the promotion for PAssion Card is ending soon..

therefore, we headed there as planned. =)

nope.

no nightscene taken..

its pretty hard to snap a good photo when u r cage up with plastic everywhere.

well, at least one..

=)

~Dinner at HotSoup~

love joined us after his work..

ahjie and jie fu and baby practically LOVE jap food

*for some unknown reason, perhaps baoru u can tell me? hahahha.*

so we went Marina Square to have their jap food.

16th November -

~Family Day at JUSCO Malaysia~

ah jie is getting married next year,
which lead to my family busy getting clothes ready for her big day.
i always remember M'sia hafing the lastest trend than Singapore,
hence i pestered daddy to bring US there!
not me. but us. =)

pics are only taken in the car~



he refuse to take with me cos we had a tiff.
=X
oh. i mean tung. =)


me with erjie.


me with baby.

me with mommy.

me with daddy.

they are forever sticked together. dang!

Life is getting boring.

laopo started school and i have left with no company.

PL had MIA-ed for so long..

BIA is busy with her work.

dang.

im rotting with my rotten life.

~朋友~

莫天，
我在广播听到了这句话

“朋友往往会在我们迷失方向的时候，
帮我们把路给找回来。”

那时的我，
觉得这句话一点都不确实，
直到最近，你们证实了我是错的。





把时间转回几个星期前，
我和栋之间的一些些事情，
搞得我很不开心，很难过，
还一度进入崩溃状态。。
但是，你们这几个知己却能三两下的把握从谷底的拉出来。
就因为这句话，这句很神圣的话。。 。。
“可是，这不是你一直在期待的自由吗？”


还记得，
我是个很喜欢自由，不受约束的女人。
所以，过于的规矩和监视 是我和其他男友感情的导火线。
我甚至还一度认为 我要的自由 应该不会实现了。


直到，你的出现。=)


但是，我还是得承认，
这样的“自由” 一点都不好！
虽然辛苦， 我还是欧多了。
现在的我，是开心的，是开朗的，是蛮幸福的。。
*虽然 还没到 “很”幸福！哈哈哈*

栋，
我感觉到了。
你的付出 我看在眼里 记在心里。=）
谢谢你，死鬼。嘿嘿。


还有就是身为我知己的你们，
谢谢你们再一次的把我敲醒 和 提醒我最初的梦。
如果没有你们，
我该怎么办？



=）

Im blogging now caused i blogged 10mins ago and my entry

went



MISSING!!!!!!!!!!

=)

had a couple of meet up with lots of chaps recently and it realy brightens my week.
friends are uber important creatures living around ..
and they deserve to be rememberd in every means.
at least thats wads i thinkk.
thanks for making an effort to meet up all..
just wanna let ur know that you are forever treasured by me.

work had been alright till lately where i began to think..
is this wads i realy wanna?
i dare to admit.. PAY is good.
but it seems like the only main factor that is contributing or either pulling me to stay put.
i wanna work something more meaningful and do for someone who needs it.
rather than sitting at the counter puking my CMI dialects on the aunites and uncles.
dang.
i hate to work w/o PAssion!

economic crisis is coming up and everyone will SOON have a hard time to come.
DBS just retrenched 900 workers today.
can u imagine? 900!!
then wads are going to happen to their families?
aint all going to be affected?
blame no DBS as they are at the end of their wrist too.
living on this earth is suffering.. damnit!

whenever im feeling down..
this song always pulls me up!
魔术先生 - Jay.
this song is damn cute!! <3 <3

anyway..
im tired.
off to bed le.
night night. =)

雨后 就会天晴朗

这是真的 因为我体会到了 =）

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im glad i have you in life. =)

our dinner.

our meal.

and our love. =)

BATAM-ED with colleagues and love quite some time back.

~ Jurong Spring Community Club ~

the whole tour team.

the "must go" Batam's bridge.

ting + tung. ")

went city square like finally in my life..

1st time sushi-ed at Malaysia.

=)

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to you:

thank you for always being there.

although u never seems wanting to be recongise..

but i know u are always there, and never in fact left before. =)

its realy sweet and heart warming to know that you cared.

sometimes, its the little gesture that counts.

realy.

thank you. sincerely. =)

as usual, i know u will be reading this..

so yar. this is for you.

i will live my world happily.. this i promise you. =)

BUT,

does this aggitate you

to tag me??

HEE! =P

thank you. =)