Saturday, August 30

back from the good whole 5d4n at the Pasir Ris Bungalow Chalet.

i must say..
im missing those times when im schooling.
where i do NOT need to apply leave for anything. =(
this feels so sadd!
i actualy need to apply leave to excuse myself from any occassion / events..
im feeling to being tied up.
no freedom. so sians. =((

celebrated my big big day on my hatching day 21years back.
recieved a warm kiss from love at the strike of 12am..
he also blew many many balloons for me, which ended up became baby's property. -_-

at here,
i wanna thank all dos that made my day possible.
thank you to all that promised to turn up and DID made it. =)
its very very much appreciated! *winks*
on the other hand,
i would still like to make many apologises to those that i did not had enuf time to spend with.
i was so "blank in mind" that night..
jus felt like hiding in my room, enjoying the free aircon. =X

managed to see alot of long lost friends..
its so heart warming when they appear one by one at the door.
thank you marcus and adeline .. ESPECIALLY! =)

not forgetting imm and honey..
who came specially earlier than anyone else.
=)
i love you 2.

and of cos..
my millions and zillions of thank you to my dear dear parents and sisters.
they spent so many days preparing foods for my party to be possible.
daddy had to stand put at the bbq with love to bbq for everyone in the house.
mommy and erjie on the same hand had to run here and there to serve all my friends.
dajie and jiefu also made nice nice dessert for my friends to sweeten their night up.
without them..
i realy do not know how am i going to handle things that night.
thank you all. i realy love you guys. *kissss*

last but not least,
to my dear dear love.. tung. =)
*changed of language due to certain EXPECTED reasons*

谢谢你,栋。

谢谢你一整晚都在帮我的忙。

从派对还没开始之间,你帮我家人准备食物,

到派对时你毫无停止的和我老爸一起烤食物给你根本不认识的人,

你都没埋怨半句。

你一一的帮助我,让我的21大寿能顺利的圆满落幕。

虽然派对结束了,你的忙碌还没停止,

看着你那双劳累的眼睛拼命的挣开,为了就是要帮我收拾残局,
真的真的感动了我。

亲爱的,谢谢你。=)

你是第一个让我觉得, 你比朋友还重要的人。

爱你~ *吻吻吻吻吻吻吻吻吻吻吻吻*


to all that turn up:
thanks for all the amazing present you guys gave.
i had to admit that.. for presents that did not include names..
i realy do not know which is from you.
but its still deep deep loved by me. all gifts are specialy chosen for me. i know. =)
*even that my 4 dear friends gave exactly 4 same presents*
i love you guys. =)
don mind leaving me a tag to remind me which gift was given by you..hur?
hahahhaha.

and finaly to justing:

长大了。

要懂得分辨事情了。

事实摆在眼前 就不用再可以得去改变和争取些什么

顺其自然点

不要再伤心难过了

一个人的战争 很累的

我放弃了 =)

再见了 你们~


once again.. many many thanks for all that made this possible. =)




i do not know why am i the only one not looking at the camera.
hmmmmm.

Monday, August 25

chalet rooms checked.
name list checked.
catering food checked.
bbq food checked.
stuffs to bring along checked.
stay over stuffs checked.

off i go..
good the bye.
see you all on wednesday, 7pm! =)


Saturday, August 23


went to the NDP FIREWORKS 2008 yesterday.
frankly speaking..
its slightly not worth it.
spent 12.90bucks per tixs AND the fireworks only lasted for 15mins!
hahahaha.
but the fireworks are really pretty. =)

imagine lying on your boy's shoulder..
staring into the dark dark sky where bling bling fireworks are shining right on top.
this should be romantic right?
but my boy keeps chewing on his chips again and again..
so his shoulders went up and down continously..
and so did my head!
made me so giddy.
therefore i decided to enjoy the fireworks all my myself and my camera. =)

its just so amazing by how they combine the music and the fireworks together.
it realy deserve 3claps from the audience. =)
although everyone left the singers on stage performing after the show

anyway..
its the acompanion that matters most lar. =)









iloveyouall.

Thursday, August 21

i usually do not encourage people to eat fast food.
but this time round..
allow me to break my rule.

dear all,
please try to visit KFC, LONG JOHN SILVERS and PIZZAHUT once in this month.
beside paying for your food..
kindly donate 2bucks to them too.

I walked into KFC today as i only left 15mins for break..
and of cos hafing a huge urge for COLESLAW too.
beside the counter..
theres this eye-catching poster which feature two lovely and cute kids.
to my disappointment..
the title actualy written..


GIVE AND HELP SAVE LIVES.

Hunger is unacceptable.
With your help we can end it.

this is so saddening. =(


do you know..

  • every year, 4 million more people suffer from hunger.
  • hunger and poverty claim 25,ooo lives everyday.

  • a child dies of hunger EVERY 5SECONDS?!

  • 60,ooo women die in pregnancy and childbirth every year due to deficiency in food shortages.

this is so sad.

this is so sad.

this is so sad.

please do something my dear friends..

play ur part for charity and makes a $2 donation

when u dine at any KFC, LONG JOHN SILVER and

PIZZAHUT restaurant! =)

S$0.30 CAN FEED A CHILD FOR

A DAY!

use your maths to count how many children you can save with s$2!!!!

Wednesday, August 20

I came across this phrase..

"When you are in love..
Its important to take care of your love one.
But do you realise..
Its even more important to take care of yourself?"

do you find it true?

when you decided to be together with someone..
theres so much so much to give in and give up.
i do not understand..
why do people agrees to be someone else's when he/she is not prepared.

love should not be selfish.
or maybe.. it is by nature.
but so what??
dont you know that.. hurting someone who love you hurts more than him/her hurting himself/herself?

sometimes..
i realy hope people around me can have my "heartless" personality.
in this way..
they will not be suffering so much like now.
=(

someone once told me..
IF YOU CANT GIVE IN.. GIVE UP!
AND IF YOU THINK THAT YOU CANT GIVE UP.. DEN JOLLY WELL GIVE IN.


its easier to speak than action.
i understand.
BUT.. ..
you have to go through this.
it sucks to know that you are so caught in this shit.


wheres your happiness?
=(


really hope your happiness will come knocking at your door real soon.


TO all my precious male friends who are so hurt now:

STAY STRONG YAR?!
=)
Relationship is not everything.
Forever de friendship is than your everything. =)
someone like me! HEE HEE!! =X


=)

Monday, August 18

a little update for the day..
the tedious.. tiring but extremely FUN day. =)

although being flown aeroplane..
both love and me still enjoyed ourselves very very much.

there!
pics as evidence.





first time blading for justing. hee hee.

the day ends with 2 hrs of massive badminton game with BUD and frends.
hee.

good day to sweat outs.


BUD!
lets sweat out weekly!! hahahaha.
=))

Sunday, August 17

its so damn disappointing when everything CHANGED within that split second.
damnit.

i do NOT know why..
but im feeling damn freaking piss off now.

im freaking excited for this damn shit.
bought the tixs.
planned the activites after tt.
and in return was a "sorry"?!

DAMNIT!

this is freaking pissing me off.

im NOT doing it anymore again!

Friday, August 15

2day is a awesome day..



because LAOPO SENT ME A E-CARD!!!!!!


=D

Tuesday, August 12

reading cynthia and kimmun blog..
i came to realise everyone is facing the high side of relationship..
and im the only ones facing the down ones.
and obivously..
this does not makes my life any better.
dang!

i remember telling him that we started kinda fast..
and of cos we will start to face more and more problems as times goes by.
exactly like what i predicted..
*i know my 6th sense is always damn accurate*
past 2 weeks + current week = horrible weeks!

i yean for the dark clouds to go..
and awaits the sunrays to shine on us.
im positive. as least im trying too......

work supposed to be alright..
but.
dang!
appearance of another witch.
be strong wawa and elimated her.




why do i always seems to be NEVER enuf of slp nowadays?

Wednesday, August 6

当一个人 非常需要帮忙的时候。。
得到的只是“随便你”, “都可以” 和 “不知道”。。
你是否知道 她真正的感受?

当一个人 向你求救的时候。。
你觉得 她抱着什么心态呢?
你觉得 她是因为没事做?还是口水太多呢?

难道就那么得不明显吗?



我需要的是








你的答案

你的看法

你的意见

来帮助我解决问题!


就这么难吗?
你到底了不了??
我不了~

Tuesday, August 5

this song is specially dedicate to you,

PL NONG! =)





PL,
feels like this song is specially written for me to express my tots to you.
it just perfectly describe my feelings to you. =)
especially this part..
别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂
旧了总有需要修补的地方

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复你也从不笑我
老是骂他却又离不开他

谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想你一直握着我手
让我释放然后慢慢宽广


PL!
thanks for everything u had given me.
even those time where we seperated..
because this taught me how to further treasure you. =)
love you, PL!


walk hand in hand with me till our teeth drop okay?? hee hee.

24.12.2oo5

Monday, August 4

BASKETBALL

as i was jogging in the gym just now..
*which happened to face the basketball court*..
i examined and watch the players on the court.
at the very moment..
tonnes of memories gushed back to my mind.
too much for me to even type them outs.

if you guys are reading this..
i realy miss those times that we are out playing basketball 2gether.
demin. daren. rongqing. shilong. jameson, marcus and of cos..
not forgetting liduan.
my best classmate/sportsmate and friend during my sec sch times. =)
thank each and everyone of you..
you guys made me had such good memories of basketball. *winks*

im dying to buy a basketball and a molten volleyball..
=(


basketball.basketball.basketball!!

volleyball.volleyball.volleyball!!!!



times seems to pass on so quickly..
i kept on hafing the tot that i still have MORE den enuf time to prepare for my big day..
but this doesnt seems too right.

so many things to settle..
and handling them MYSELF is so killing my precious brain cells.
from ..
catering to BBQ food..
to the cake..
to the number of people coming..
to the transportation to the chalet.
and the list on goes..
*why just no ones offer help to me? =(*


and damnit.
PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT TO DRUNK ME!
cos i will 100% plus confirm plus chop be DRUNK!
i still need to entertain "guests".. so yar!
自动一点please.
*biding for any good drinkers to help me drink on my bday PRRRR-LEASEEE.* =(

hope everyt is going to turn out JUST fine. =)


when is hubby releasing his album?? o.O
changed to a new link..
jus because i realise the old link its abit too oldies.

abit disappointed cos my expected link was used up!
hais.


a new look for the brand new month.
its AUGUST!!!
hee.


PL. i love you. =)

Saturday, August 2

hot hot saturday afternoon.

work wise hafen been quite smoothly lately..
merely because i cant seems to get the attention from my committee.
and my blurness and forgetfullness is not helping much either.
hais.
how long will it takes for the huge ice berg to melt between me and my members?
its so hard to be a middlemans.
dang!
=(

catched The Mummy yesterday.
was not as nice as expected..
*how come all the movies are never meeting up to my standard anymore? o.O*
had to turn darling and clique down as i had already agreed with others to catch mummy.
i hope Money Not Enough 2 will be better..
i seriously do so. hmmmm.

oh. how can i 4get abt the amazing Thursday night?
met up with my love, PL and siew imm.
yep. siew imm.. my long lost friend. =)
went to Sun with Moon for dinner.. and i must say ..
I KNOW NUTS ABT THE DISHES THERE!
hahahaha. and i still did not get the names rite..
so just allow the pics to do the toking.





i long for another meet up. =)

its the month of the year..
darling and bud!
go home earlier ahs.. u guys knows you guys' weakness!
so .. don hiao outside too late ahs.
except for my birthday where u guys will be excused!
hahahhaha. =)

anyway to ALL that had been invited:
please do not forget

27th August 7pm,

at 38, Pasir Ris Avenue yar? =)

please come and celebrate my big day with me.
hee.


FYI:
http://pa-online.pa.gov.sg/NASApp/maps/hfms/online/registration/FI_ViewFacility_A02.jsp?GXHC_JSESSIONID=363f295b00091295&locCode=PR

please select the FIRST button to proceed. =)

[ will update you guys in how to go there. or does anyone knows how to take bus in?? ]



those who has not give me their reply..
please do so ASAP.
pple like JENSEN who will represent enting too.. hahahha.
*purposlyyyyyy*