people say, curiosity kills the cat.

and that definitely was a killer!

it had been so long since i last follow through,

hoping to get something i wanted some day.

but when i finally got it?

i found myself to be feeling like shit?

i mean seriously like, feeling like DEEP shit.

tonnes of things slapped thru my mind,

i couldn't even react for it.

all i did was announced and all ready to black out.

im affected.

is it a good sign or not?

i mean, i do have times when past flashed back,

making current feeling so left out.

oh well currently,

i still have some past haunting me.

i understand its just a matter of time that wound will heal,

perhaps its just very normal to everyone?

so why the hell am i emo-ing abt?

perhaps its because of your 2 "1 sentence" reply, follow by a NO reply?

oh f.

since im emoing, i should sleep early!

(:

good night world.