not feeling very well 2dae..
and that explains my absence for work.

from the bottom of my heart..
seriously,

谢谢你伟德~
没有你一次又一次的帮忙，
我可能已经死了很多次了！
谢谢你的照顾，
谢谢你的原谅，
谢谢你的包容，
谢谢你的冷笑话，
最重要，
谢谢你每次都非要送到我家楼下你才会放心回家~
尤其现在那对 "双胞胎" 还在逍遥法外！
哈哈哈。
真的，
谢谢你~！" )

talked to mommy yesterday about my dampen mood.
she is very supportive and kinda "splash cold water".
although the words came on harsh and strong..
but at least i know what she said is meant for my good.

“你想在才知道啊？人就是这样的！都是很自私的。
都只是会为自己想而已，哪里有管朋不朋友的？
在这世界上，朋友是假的，根本乃不久~
有事他们会第一个先跑，才不会想到你。
只有亲情才会有福同享，有难同当。
而友情只会希望你有福和他们同享，有难你自己当~“

some hurtful facts are cruel to accept.
but.. coming to a point of time..
我已经不能不相信了。

spent my friday night fruitful-ly.
beautiful princess she had turn into.
damn cutes looh i swear.
once she goes .. "娃娃姐姐" .
all my downs immediately turned UP mans!
omg.
i love babies.
mayb i should get one myself too. HAHAHAHA!

all the heart warming welcome i recieved from the family..
made me tot so much abt the past.
thankful that im still able to receive the same amount of care and concern..
even though the female lead is not me anymore.
thank you to each and everyone of the WEEs. " )

met up with kor and joonkiat slightly later.
talked so much so much..
and it lead back to friendship again. damnit!
same as mommy,
kor slapped me with the cruel reality facts and hope i walk out of the dark soon.
on the complimentary..
he says he wants to intro my his officer who is damn yandao and totaly my type!
HAHAHA!
where to find such a nice brother?
thank god for letting us to meet and of cos..
letting him to fulfill my wish of hafing a brother. " )
dou sitting at the behind seat is realy quite horrible
and to compliment you..
i've added something on my wishlist. hahaha.
love you kor.

so badly wanting to step into the working environment now.