invisible score sheet;

was hafing this small chat with weijun and liangwei after work,

where weijun popped out this phrase..

"invisible score sheet" which i was kinda stunned somehow.

i realised,

im like hafing this invisible score sheet with me for so long?

and i had been using it quite a number of times?

i started to recall..

recall on the gentlemen i came across in my life,

whom i started to give them ticks and crosses on their invisible score sheet.

i started to wonder,

did they ever knew abt it?

abt this invisible score sheet that was hanging on the clipboard of all ladies' mind?

i doubt, they do.

omg.

this is horrible,

horrible in a sense that i realised im giving pple scores from the 1st impression we meet.

i mean, who am i to judge?

dang.

but, my mind and heart just kept continuing scoring..

i remember this guy,

this guy whom i was YAYA for so long quite some time ago?

basketballer. kinda good-looking. my ideal height and size..

was totaly head over heels when he asked me out for a date.

i mean, its basically like a dream came true?

but my deepest impression was..

i started to deduct LOTS of points as the date went on.

i can't believe it,

he failed my scoreboard in just a day of date. @@

this is so scary..

how scary women can be~~

den i rememeber myself telling jerry,

how i deducted this guy?

and jerry felt threatened.

man.

this is like so horrible..

but yeay,

im sorry but,

i suppose each and everyone of you already has a invisible score sheet in my mind and heart!!

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