from the bottom of my heart,
i apologise to you.
deeply. =(

i aint the girl i portray afterall.

i remembered all the promises i made,
all the things i promised that will stay forever,
i've failed to fulfilled them.

i once thought i could handle this problem as expected,
but seems that this is more than i can ever handle,
ALONE!

i remembered myself hating people to break promises they made,
but actualy,
im the one breaking MOST of the promises i made.
and this sucks.
horrible human i am.
im sory that i've hurt ya for so long.

sometimes, i hope i can jus vanish from this world.

thank you for hitting the ugly truth of me right in my face.
thank you for letting me see how horrible i was.
thank you for willing to let me know the truth.
realy.