it hurts to know about what you are going through.

i knew things are going this way,
i jus din expect it to be so fast!
):
if only everything would move on more slowly..
it would made me more happy.

its time to wake up.
time is not going to be enough anymore.
its time to wake up from the hurtful reality and move on.



imy.
):

look at this horrible timing..

where i just came to realise something my colleague told me 2hrs ago.
"tml work morning, better slp early ahs!"

i did not bothered about him because i wasn't working morning ahs.
its alicia..
so i continued watching my show.

NOW!
at this particular timing,

I REALISED,


ALICIA IS ON LEAVE


AND IM HER BUDDY!

MEANING IM REPLACING

HER WORKING MORNING

SHIFT AT 0830

TML or later i meant!!!


DAMNIT!





thanks GUAI SHU SHU and carol for the reliable information. (:

off i go.
TO BED!

if u know me well enough..
you should know that im so much in love with



RAINBOW!!

and any simple rainbow will so make my day.. (:













can you ever imagine Singapore hafing such nice RAINBOW?
its the most perfect gift for this month. (:
away go troubles..
my rainbow is out after the rain to bring me smiles and happiness.


SO

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~!!!



some pictures that i had been wanting to share..




if only these are mine..





one of the activites i did during Valentine's Day. (:









and it start it all over again..



my boy mentioned that he was once VERY into arcade games..
and finally i get to see him play.
one of his favourite. (:
Initial D_






how cute; isn't he? (:


he's a big boy afterall. (:









that very special thursday my wife came and look for me for dinner. (:
how sweet of her? (:





MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE!!!
the nicest i have eaten so far..
not to mention, the MOSTTTT expensive ones.




the catus i told my boy to look after as if it was our love..
but it became lydat.. ..
): ): ):




and before i end..
just in case u forget how i look like..
there you go. (:
Justine_

rainbow sparks justine away. (:

HAPPY MARRIAGE, JIE!

(:


yesterday was jie's big day.
pictures will do the talking..
please visit my facebook for the pictures. (:


to jie:

i'm very happy for you that you had found your man in your life.
(:
im rather sure that he will do a good job in taking care of you for the rest of your lives.
he has always been the ideal and best choice in daddy mommy's mind..
not to say in erjie and my mind. (:
im so happy that you have found your man!
i know you will be so so uneasy to be not staying in your own house anymore..
but remember that now you're married,
you need to think for your husband, NOT only for yourself ahs! (:
I miss you jie, kinda sad that you are not staying with us anymore.
if i can choose, i rather DO NOT want a room to myself,
but to have you in the house with us again. ):
i know, we cant be together forever..
hence, im trying to accept this fact.
DAMN looking forward for you to shift backk agn! (:
JIE, 你一定要幸福哦！
早点让我抱侄子 oky? (:
i love you, forever~~

to 姐夫：
must take GOOD care of my sister ahs!
cannot bully her i tell you.
though im her younger sister, but i can be very fierce ahs!
im very happy that jie's married to you.. (:
so you canot let us down ahs..
and also,
pls tolerate and forgive jie's bad temper.
its always very short term, you shld know.
deep down, you're still her love, her everything.. (:
once again..
hope august faster come where u guys can be with us agn.. (:



lastly,
happy happy marriage 姐 and 姐夫！
i love you 2.. (:

i was blog hopping..
and i realise the difference in blogging between age gaps.
hah.

analyzing..
teenages from 15-19 would be blogging like daily stuffs?
like what they did the very 1st thing when they wake up till they go to bed?
which includes the public transport they took? @@
cabbed down? trained down? bused down?
hahaha!
looking back than, i might have been one of them as well..

coming to my age,
which means entering the 20ssssss...
we started blogging abt our feelings~
deep deep down feelings which we cant seems to voice out to anyone, anywhere.
chim chim english would be used for dono what reason,
and shortforms seems to be eliminated as well.
hah!
thats shows the difference of teenage and young adults!

let me be young once again..







18th Feb 2009:

Was suppose to have a 2 days course at NACLI with my cohort mates.
Woke up late as usual.
Drank mommy's love coffee and cabbed down to NACLI. I was 15mins late and was happy to see that the trainer is LOUIS! (:
He's a fun and interesting guy, which made lessons damn lively!
We were suppose to go to vivoCity to be mystery audits.
DANG!
But no bus was hired for us.
we had to bused down to vivoCity after walking down the long long walk path before the bustop seems to appear!
i swear the sun is scorching HOT!
bishh.

*i cant seems to continue any longer........*







we had a big tiff that night.
it was very horrible.
i practically screamed at him. i was mad. very mad.
i hated things that came this way.
damnit!
if only we could turn back time..
if only.....
):
anyway, i still love you boy.
shit!

憂鬱症 愛情的見證
我沉淪 沒有人過問
寂寞在心底不安份

恐懼症 愛情的虔誠
越完整 越容易失真
你製造慌亂的氣氛
我綁在猶豫中受困
邊逃邊等

我心情不好
你的態度每天都動搖
怎麼要都抓不勞

我心情不好
愛一個人最後怎會這麼的可笑
付出全被你丟掉

全不要 連逃避都做不到
卻哭倒 眼淚無助的哀嚎

firstly,
my deep apologises to those who sent me vday sms but recieve no reply from me.
):
very very sorry.

i was busy with my sister's marriage stuffs,
tts why kinda neglected my hp.

im very very happy to recieve each and everyone's sms on tt day.
(:
to those that smsed me..
HAPPY VDAY! (:


was your vday good?
hope its good.
received presents that even brighten your vday?
better still. (:
so treasure ur respective partners deep depp yar? *wink*


my vday was simple.
(:
boyfriend and me had a simple vday.
present was a simple hug with a sentence of simple greeting.
i may seems to be very unfortunate compared to many,
but im glad i have my simple boy. (:

亲爱的，
谢谢你的 “礼物”， 我很喜欢。
希望我们的爱情能长久，能到老。。
我们要一直手牵手啊！ (:
对了。。
栋，我也爱你。(:


with love,
娃~

im addicited to MJ!

pls jio me out for any MJ session..

(:


valentine is on the way..

anyone lack of things to buy?

take a look at this..

if interested.. pls tag me ahs. (:

im helping my friend to promote these.. (:

she realy worked hard on these!

请多多支持~

hope you guys can support support ahs. (:

you are addictive.

how can this made me so addicited?
this is frightening!

YOU...

i just cant keep my hands off you.
and when i start touching you..
my hands seems to be going everywhere and i cant stop them!
my momentum is always picking up..
faster and faster, but gentler and gentler.
do you feel good too?
*shyy*


omg.
im missing your touch now agn..


wait for me k?
im coming home le.. .. ..


我的一色平湖~~~~~~ (:




wads where u thinking?

its amazing~!

i received a pretty amazing news today from jenny - my manager.

there will be a new colleague coming in to our office next monday!
and the amazing thing is..
- hes a MALE!
*like finaly i have a male in the office. excluding mr.seah as he's married with 2 kids!*
- hes arnd my age grp, 26 this year!

and the best part is.. ..


HE STAYS IN MY

BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HE STAYS IN MY

BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HE STAYS IN MY

BLOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN U IMAGINE?!!


and if u r thinking what laopo is thinking,
i will give you my f6 expression like how i did to her!
laopo: "omg! does he drives?!"


TYPICALLY SINGAPOREAN GIRLS_

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳还是会绕

没有理由我也能自己走



你要离开 我知道很简单


你说依赖 是我们的阻碍


就算放开


那能不能别没收我的爱